Use meth long enough and you will. If you do use it I suggest watching porn and touching yourself. You won't regret it and strangely I think it is the best feeling a man can ever feel with drugs. Atleast for me anyways.
The voices are friends. You wouldn’t ignore your friends, would you?
Well, there is no other choice anyway
there's antipsychotics
Not when they are in control
It deoesn't worth to be a vegetable
giga low IQ
Well, i'm glad that meds did help you
Imagine the Voices were hijacked by advertisements telling you the best deals on objects you like.
(I changed from items to objects as a sort of auto-correct because I'm feeling less and less Programmed by the day)
Nah I'd rather be talking to invisible people than ever take them again. Side effects are awful from them so god damn awful, I can't even think bout those things again. I use to stay up 5 days sometime sometimes on them because they gave such bad akathisia something that has never gone away. Akathisia make you extremely restless it's hard to describe other than it's a tortous feeling it's not like anxious restlessness either it's like a burning chemical feeling that builds with this feeling like gonna explode until you move that's relieves it a bit. The soviats use to purposely induce that condition to torture political prisoners.
Fair, never messed with meth too much wasn't my thing I'm more into downers
ur suppose to keep in contact with a psychiatrist long-term and keep trying shit till u find something that works. if u have bad mental illness u have to pick ur poison.
Well I been on that shit since I was 10 to about 24 years old i tried them all every antipsychotic you can think off and nodded stabilizer. Ounce get Neurological Side Effects like Dystonia which eventually become permanent like I have now you can't use it anymore or you'll make so your crippled in wheel chair. There's a women I know who they force a antipsychotic shot into her and she has such bad side effects she's bound to wheel chair and they don't care how much you suffer. Well if I was her at that stage I would just rope myself. She's in a prison too so there's nothing she can do about it
if ur schizo enough ur life is fucked period tbh.
Nah it's not that bad I just hear low grade voices but I went on supplement regime with guy gor heavy metal detox and he made a good majority of my voices go away but I can't afford it and now there starting come back a bit. I think my schizophrenia is actually a nutritional defiance. I forgot to mention that, I only hamburger eggs and oat meal and ice cream because I lost all my teeth from addiction
I hope you'll remain in a passable state. the shit I've seen in the psych ward's depressing AF.
My biggest problems in life are my anger isseus
something you've always had? personality disorder? med side effect?
It's such a degenerate felling man, it brings the worst out in people, I really shouldn't touch the stuff because I like it to much. If I had more money I'd be in fucked up spot in life. Stay away from it.
I think it's result of poor nutrition and medication damage over the years. It got substantial worse after I was dumb ass and tried ECT. I think trying ECT was probably one off my dumbest medical decision I made. You know how I emed up on Prozac at 10? Well I was having hissy fit because I got thrown on the corner so I lied about having hallucinating, my parents gave zyrtec for allergies and I just liked taking pills so lied about hearing voices so I could get a pill for my anger isseus.
meh I'll probably end up using it at some point, idrc how my life goes anymore at this point
I discovered stimfapping on accident while abusing Focalin, I was like fuck that really makes feel godly. It's like turning the dopamine pumps on the highest level. My body just shakes in ecstasy when I do it lol
Yeah i've done a couple stims and fapping on them is always quite nice though stims don't affect me all that much for some r eason takes quite a high dose for me to feel what others feel at lower doses so i stick to downers more or less all the time now
Yeah man I just react really really strongly from stims for some reason, it honestly sticks now because I get horny from even a Daytrana patch so I can't be productive.
The fact that you do not know and even think that telepathy is a possibility show that you are in big trouble.
Crazy, sounds like a wild response to stims i've heard of people getting really horny on them but not to a uncontrollable extent
Well I have diagnosed ASPD I'm a bit anti social those people tend get really euphoric from stimulants and then you get really sexual. I kinda devolped in my later teen years but it got worse after that ect.
I'm pretty ASPD like to I say like because I don't bother going to doctors for any diagnosis they are just scams, but yeah that makes sense
I want try shooting meth at some point maybe, I can't imagine pleasurable that would be lol.
Yeah I've thought about doing meth but I just don't like the effects of stims that much most stims i've used were addy or vy, and a couple others, i'm always trying new drugs though, have a decent variety, I just like to cycle a rotation of them so that i'm never bored of one
I gotta start quiting them though my heart is getting messed up from it.
lol I don't even bother caring to think about that stuff useless anyways, when the body gives out is when its my time to go, I've had multiple health issuse for years without seeing any doctors its all junk, some days are worse than others so sometimes i swap up drugs quicker than normal because of side effects but no plans in quitting till i drop dead
Psychosis is very boring tbh
can't be more boring than the boredom I already suffer in 24/7
Haha definitely not meth psychosis lol. I can't even discuss it on here but it was nightmare. From that pseudo dope, very easy to go over board on stuff. You can't treat like the current street stuff or you'll go psychosis quick only small chunks at a time. That stuff is definitely euphoric and lasts for ever, pseudo dope only got to try it once though it's not common anymore.
