Something I never liked about villains or heroes in media is that some crazy shit happens to them and overnight they become a whole different person. I'm not saying that's it's wholly unrealistic, but I am saying that I find it more relatable to see characters who became who they are because of a thousand little experiences rather than just getting pilled overnight.
I realized that almost all the bad experiences that have made me blackpilled involved women that I thought were my friends or family, or women that I thought could understand my struggle. Rarely have I seriously been hurt by some insane blue haired feminist who forgot that the world is not her little corner of Tumblr. Those crazy people are laughable to me, I don't take them seriously and I have never given a shit about their acceptance. But at one point I did think I was one of the "normal" men, who had the potential to date "normal" women, and who could live a "normal" life. And it hurt more than anything to realize that I never was and never could be accepted by them.
I realized that almost all the bad experiences that have made me blackpilled involved women that I thought were my friends or family, or women that I thought could understand my struggle. Rarely have I seriously been hurt by some insane blue haired feminist who forgot that the world is not her little corner of Tumblr. Those crazy people are laughable to me, I don't take them seriously and I have never given a shit about their acceptance. But at one point I did think I was one of the "normal" men, who had the potential to date "normal" women, and who could live a "normal" life. And it hurt more than anything to realize that I never was and never could be accepted by them.
