It's Over Slowly losing grip with reality

[Ghost Rider]

I've started to forget the places where I go or where I am, and nowadays when I'm not sleeping or sitting in front of my PC everything feels so dreamlike, hazy and fake, like I'm walking and I see a cute girl, in a single second I imagined a whole life with her, only to snap from that state and I was sitting looking at the nothing for over an hour, no, I don't do drugs, so I can safely assume I'm slowly losing my grip on reality, because reality doesn't feel that way anymore, I don't feel like a human anymore, is like living among aliens but I'm the alien here.
I just lost it, more than a decade of absolute loneliness did this to me.

 

[AutistSupremacist]

I was insane when I turned 16 and still didn't have a gf

 

[incelerated]

My memory is basically non-existent at this point. My brain is all fried up from inceldom, brutal work stress, brutal genocide of Palestinians, and brutal economic and societal collapse of my shitty country and the world in general.

 

[Grodd]

Early onset schizophrenia

 

[Sonicfancel]

I don't feel like a human anymore, is like living among us aliens but I'm the alien here.

Brutal.

 

[ratk]

I've started to forget the places where I go or where I am, and nowadays when I'm not sleeping or sitting in front of my PC everything feels so dreamlike, hazy and fake, like I'm walking and I see a cute girl, in a single second I imagined a whole life with her, only to snap from that state and I was sitting looking at the nothing for over an hour, no, I don't do drugs, so I can safely assume I'm slowly losing my grip on reality, because reality doesn't feel that way anymore, I don't feel like a human anymore, is like living among aliens but I'm the alien here.
I just lost it, more than a decade of absolute loneliness did this to me.

What did we do to deserve this life

 

[AlexDelarge]

everything feels so dreamlike, hazy and fake

relatable

 

[Lazyandtalentless]

What did we do to deserve this life

 

[curryboy420]

Early onset schizophrenia

Shit I might have some of this but sometimes I can remember things really well but sometimes the days are just a blur

 

[Grodd]

Shit I might have some of this but sometimes I can remember things really well but sometimes the days are just a blur

Same tho i think for me i just am so depressed my memory is affected

 

[curryboy420]

Same tho i think for me i just am so depressed my memory is affected

I hope I don't have it because I like being a human and I don't want to be schizophrenic then I will be an alien that nobody likes and is scared of

I want to be a human where people like me and I get along with them

 

[Grodd]

I hope I don't have it because I like being a human and I don't want to be schizophrenic then I will be an alien that nobody likes and is scared of

I want to be a human where people like me and I get along with them

Us being Sub5 means people won't like us regardless of mental states

 

[Jud Pottah]

Early onset schizophrenia

The Chosen.

View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7OdkFr0nLRU&pp=ygUXdGhlIGNob3NlbiBoYXJyeSBwb3R0ZXI%3D

 

[curryboy420]

Us being Sub5 means people won't like us regardless of mental states

Yeah that's true we always have to be a jester and then they fuck you over anyway in the end

Money is good though in India it gets you far if you have money to tip the other sub 5 guys who do service stuff like restaurants and shit

You only need to tip them a little

 

[Grodd]

Yeah that's true we always have to be a jester and then they fuck you over anyway in the end

Money is good though in India it gets you far if you have money to tip the other sub 5 guys who do service stuff like restaurants and shit

You only need to tip them a little

Tipping fellows incels is fine but i'd never tip a foid or MTN+

 

[curryboy420]

Tipping fellows incels is fine but i'd never tip a foid or MTN+

Yes this true

100 rupees is like 10 dollars to an indian

 

[Qizarate]

Sounds like you're doing a derealization

 

[Abgesang]

what being an incel does to a mf

 

[Ghost Rider]

What did we do to deserve this life

our biggest crime was being born as sub 5s with enough intelligence to not lie to ourselves thinking that we had a shot at life, it was over the moment we were born

 

[TheJester]

Get of your phone and stop doing drugs i guess.

 

[NIGGER BOJANGLES]

My memory is basically non-existent at this point. My brain is all fried up from inceldom, brutal work stress, brutal genocide of Palestinians, and brutal economic and societal collapse of my shitty country and the world in general.

Brutal. Sucks that we suffer in so many areas of life. If you ever need to vent, feel free to chat in DMs. I know it helps me blow off steam to chat with a few users here

 

[incelerated]

Brutal. Sucks that we suffer in so many areas of life. If you ever need to vent, feel free to chat in DMs. I know it helps me blow off steam to chat with a few users here

Thanks bro

 

[NIGGER BOJANGLES]

Thanks bro

No problem man. I mean it too, feel free to chat with me as you are one of the sane users who is fairly easy to talk to

 

[zangano1]

Same