I was at the bus exchange an hour ago and I saw a little slut wearing a skanky Slip Knot outfit. Her legs were fully visible, as is often the case, and also she had decorated the sides of her eyes with dark black something-or-rather. The only impressive thing was that her hair was grown to her ass. She wandered into the distance when I first saw her but then she came around to my end of the bus exchange so I tried to talk to her, without any effort on her part. I asked her if she knew of any guys who played electric guitar, but the only one she knew was her ex-boyfriend. I said that I wouldn't agree with her regarding music, and I said that I had recently taken a strong liking to Judas Priest. She didn't have anything to say and I concluded that I would [HOPEFULLY] jam with my best pal in the near future (not that we have done a jam since 2012/2013)
5 seconds after I stopped talking to her, she went back to tapping away on her phone and she had her ear phones on again. It's school holidays so I'm guessing that this chick was 17 years old. Within 30 seconds of our conversation dying she got up and disappeared. Her attention span was limited but I expected it. After that experience I realise why I prefer the jb cuties in the afternoon - they look good in their school uniforms, especially in contrast to the SlipKnot wanna-be headbanger. Once I was sitting at the very back of a bus and the jb cutie a few seats to my left was sneaking a bite to eat in spite of the bus rules - she'd look up to see the driver through the mirror, and each time the driver was focussed on the road, the jb would put another snack in her mouth. It was heartwarming to watch, out of the corner of my eye.
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Before anyone asks why I didn't fuck this SlipKnot chick - I don't have sound-proofing in this unit and I don't have a car. How would I fuck her? Maybe I could've got her number and asked her to meet me in town later on for a blowjob. That'd be quite a scene, me arriving in 3 layers of clothing plus gumboots. I'd have to unzip my nylon rain pants and whip my dick out of my army-surplus trousers' zipper. She would probably forget to attend the meeting! Miss SlipKnot is the kind of jb most guys would try to fuck, but they're so unreliable. She didn't ask me any questions when I talked to her. If you don't fuck them within 12 hours you might as well forget about them
Background / extended story time
The SlipKnot skank story occurred on my way back home after a trip to the dentist. On that topic, there was a chick at the dentist reception who didn't say a word to me. I tried to communicate with her using pictures - I held up a copy of Time Magazine which shows Trump towering over a tiny bean child with the caption "welcome to America". This chick in the waiting room didn't even laugh or make a comment. Lads on incels.is are right about the lack of loyalty from these young girls, they also get scared for little-to-no reason. Fortunately (for my poor mood!) I did have one lifefuel experience on the way home, the chick in the row in front of me was reading a contract for a volunteer position. I occasionally sneaked a look to read the contract over her shoulder, it looked really boring! I asked her about it and I told her that an 8 page contract for a volunteer position was fucking dumb. My current volunteer position had maybe 2 pages of TOC which includes the values guideline. The chick on the bus was really nice but again there is the reliability problem and also I couldn't relate to her: as soon as I tell her about my mentalcel background she will get scared and run from me lol. I can't relate to people or trust others unless they're willing to hear me out, but 99% of people aren't up to that. So every interaction has to be uncomfortable - potentially every question I'm asked will prompt me to explain the past 8-15 years of my life and saying nothing isn't a good option either. I have to learn to bullshit people a little bit and then feel guilty about it later.
In a few weeks I'll probably have a fuck-up story because there's this chick who I've had the hots for since yesterday and I can't get her off my mind. Next time I meet her she'll probably be on break with her phone out, in which case I will say "hey beautiful, can you please put your phone away". Knowing me, I'll probably say something that will piss her off but I'll try to hold off doing that. Even if I succeed there is a zero percent chance of ascending with this chick. She is intelligent and slightly reserved, but I did notice that she talks to me and asks intelligent questions about my life, eg. "so if it weren't for any sort of problems, what job would you ideally be doing".
tbh this chick is really good. I know that I couldn't get an erection for a dumb bitch or a slut who giggles all the time, it's impossible!!!! :rage:
Intelligent women, while offering fun rivalry in conversation, can also be intimidating. I have no clue how to get things off my chest and describe myself without getting into incendiary topics. I like to read books and highIQmaxx even though it feels like I'm digging a deeper hole by becoming more HighIQ-cel, I just can't relate to normal people and it gets harder each year. I am biblemaxxed as far as a non-Christian can be, and I virtuemaxx at a Christian charity. If there's a foodbank in your area, go and volunteer, it is a mandatory life experience to help a charity which helps local people. At the place where I volunteer there's a guy who's sort of uncool but he's in the right place volunteering at the food bank - nobody will judge him here.
5 seconds after I stopped talking to her, she went back to tapping away on her phone and she had her ear phones on again. It's school holidays so I'm guessing that this chick was 17 years old. Within 30 seconds of our conversation dying she got up and disappeared. Her attention span was limited but I expected it. After that experience I realise why I prefer the jb cuties in the afternoon - they look good in their school uniforms, especially in contrast to the SlipKnot wanna-be headbanger. Once I was sitting at the very back of a bus and the jb cutie a few seats to my left was sneaking a bite to eat in spite of the bus rules - she'd look up to see the driver through the mirror, and each time the driver was focussed on the road, the jb would put another snack in her mouth. It was heartwarming to watch, out of the corner of my eye.
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Before anyone asks why I didn't fuck this SlipKnot chick - I don't have sound-proofing in this unit and I don't have a car. How would I fuck her? Maybe I could've got her number and asked her to meet me in town later on for a blowjob. That'd be quite a scene, me arriving in 3 layers of clothing plus gumboots. I'd have to unzip my nylon rain pants and whip my dick out of my army-surplus trousers' zipper. She would probably forget to attend the meeting! Miss SlipKnot is the kind of jb most guys would try to fuck, but they're so unreliable. She didn't ask me any questions when I talked to her. If you don't fuck them within 12 hours you might as well forget about them
Background / extended story time
The SlipKnot skank story occurred on my way back home after a trip to the dentist. On that topic, there was a chick at the dentist reception who didn't say a word to me. I tried to communicate with her using pictures - I held up a copy of Time Magazine which shows Trump towering over a tiny bean child with the caption "welcome to America". This chick in the waiting room didn't even laugh or make a comment. Lads on incels.is are right about the lack of loyalty from these young girls, they also get scared for little-to-no reason. Fortunately (for my poor mood!) I did have one lifefuel experience on the way home, the chick in the row in front of me was reading a contract for a volunteer position. I occasionally sneaked a look to read the contract over her shoulder, it looked really boring! I asked her about it and I told her that an 8 page contract for a volunteer position was fucking dumb. My current volunteer position had maybe 2 pages of TOC which includes the values guideline. The chick on the bus was really nice but again there is the reliability problem and also I couldn't relate to her: as soon as I tell her about my mentalcel background she will get scared and run from me lol. I can't relate to people or trust others unless they're willing to hear me out, but 99% of people aren't up to that. So every interaction has to be uncomfortable - potentially every question I'm asked will prompt me to explain the past 8-15 years of my life and saying nothing isn't a good option either. I have to learn to bullshit people a little bit and then feel guilty about it later.
In a few weeks I'll probably have a fuck-up story because there's this chick who I've had the hots for since yesterday and I can't get her off my mind. Next time I meet her she'll probably be on break with her phone out, in which case I will say "hey beautiful, can you please put your phone away". Knowing me, I'll probably say something that will piss her off but I'll try to hold off doing that. Even if I succeed there is a zero percent chance of ascending with this chick. She is intelligent and slightly reserved, but I did notice that she talks to me and asks intelligent questions about my life, eg. "so if it weren't for any sort of problems, what job would you ideally be doing".
tbh this chick is really good. I know that I couldn't get an erection for a dumb bitch or a slut who giggles all the time, it's impossible!!!! :rage:
Intelligent women, while offering fun rivalry in conversation, can also be intimidating. I have no clue how to get things off my chest and describe myself without getting into incendiary topics. I like to read books and highIQmaxx even though it feels like I'm digging a deeper hole by becoming more HighIQ-cel, I just can't relate to normal people and it gets harder each year. I am biblemaxxed as far as a non-Christian can be, and I virtuemaxx at a Christian charity. If there's a foodbank in your area, go and volunteer, it is a mandatory life experience to help a charity which helps local people. At the place where I volunteer there's a guy who's sort of uncool but he's in the right place volunteering at the food bank - nobody will judge him here.
