I used to do that,ı wasnt too bad with sports or socializing in hs (At least early years) but ı just didnt wanted to go outside,ı stayed inside and smoked or rolled cigars
If ı go play football ı was forced to hear everyone telling me how slow ı am or mock my every move (They even mocked the way ı threw the ball EVEN THROUGH İT WAS A SCORE) hanging out with other classmates in the garden was much worse,everywhere ı look at there were foids making out with Chads or sub 6 holes orbiting the Chad, crawing his attention.Feeling alienated was worse,they are all talking about other peoples relationships,where are they gonna go after school or about their crush while ı sit there like they were speaking another language.
Thank god ı had a few junkie friends to smoke/drink after school or else ı would have roped.
If ı go play football ı was forced to hear everyone telling me how slow ı am or mock my every move (They even mocked the way ı threw the ball EVEN THROUGH İT WAS A SCORE) hanging out with other classmates in the garden was much worse,everywhere ı look at there were foids making out with Chads or sub 6 holes orbiting the Chad, crawing his attention.Feeling alienated was worse,they are all talking about other peoples relationships,where are they gonna go after school or about their crush while ı sit there like they were speaking another language.
Thank god ı had a few junkie friends to smoke/drink after school or else ı would have roped.
