glad my looks can spark some debate...
I'll pluck eyebrows like you guys said. That seems easy. I don't think I'd actually do surgery, don't have the $$...but roids might be worth it. How can I improve the eye area? Surprised everyone can tell I'm fucking skinny just from my face (and I fucking am). I'm a good height range but very stick thin. I've lied to myself that some girls are into skinny dudes, like the ones that watch anime pretty bois, but obviously that doesn't seem very fucking true right now.
I've waited this long because I grew up very religious, had constant family influence, and I thought waiting to marriage was the one true way to not burn in hell. Not like I really had much of a chance either way, but I was okay with it because I thought I was doing the "right" thing. My faith crumbled over the last two years and it's left me really depressed. Really wish I'd read the God Delusion while I was in HS, but at that age it would have been impossible for me to believe it anyway. My pathetic hope now is to find other people my age that are also just reeling from realizing jesus was a big lie to make everyone feel better...but knowing women even good christian girls have been pounded by a couple chads by now or locked down with a couple kids. Might have hope moving to asia where family values are more strong and they like white dudes. that would piss off my family lol
