Been thinking about jumping off a high place tbh. I would prefer not to die as a virgin but prostitution is illegal and I’m too low iq to get one anyway.
Go to a country where prostitution is legal. It's legal in most of europe. Save up for a trip. Hookers cost anywhere from 20 to 50€ here from what I've heard.
I don't think I would ever try hookers but if you want to not die as a virgin this is what you should do.
Escort sex feels nothing better than masturbation, you might aswell fuck a doll or use a fleshlight. Since there is no actual intimacy or connection, it's nothing different than if you were alone. If anything you'll feel worse, disgusted with yourself and it remind you of the love you lack. So I guess in thst regard it'll help ou be better motivated to commit suicide.