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I have a small shop that i built with help of my father after a lot of years of unemployment which I wageslave to myself as a self employed, and i sell miscellaneous stuff like cigars, water, soda, chocolate, newspaper etc. I have some foids that frequently visit my shop but i reluctant if i should try to date them because at the same time I am desperate to get a girlfriend and have sex because I am a 30 wizard and never had a relationship and frequently i catch myself thinking in this part of my life that isn't resolved, it mentally bothers me a lot and i don't know why I think that it isn't right to try approach my clients, as if it was something against work ethics or something like that. The relationship between my clients and me should be only commercial ? Actually I am already In love for one of my clients but i want to get rid of this feeling because she doesn't give a fuck to me. The feeling is not reciprocal. I don't know what could I do to get her like me or my personality. The real thing is that she maybe already has a normie or chad that bangs her. All foids of my age are light years ahead of me In matter of sex and relationships. It is fucking brutal and desperate because I don't have any experience, and they have great intuition to know when a man lacks experience. I take the black pill, if i didn't had nothing until my 30s i don't think I will get something in the next 10 years. It is really over. what remains is copemaxx until death. Not going to rope no way..
