SuicideFuel Should i start drinking hard?

[Ambush]

Soon i turn 21, i already have brain damage and shit and PTSD from the stuff that happened in my life and i wish i had something to numb the pain. Unlike normal people i have no friends, nobody to talk to, no connections that would give me weed and a drink while i was 15.

They were drinking and partying while i was rotting in my room, what makes it worse is that many of these kids knew i had autism and the school would not let me drop out so i had to endure all this abuse, i even imagine killing myself in dreams.

 

[TooSomething]

No, you shouldn't. Retarded idea. Don't end up like @Gone Ghostie .

 

[Paladin]

I drink sometimes but I couldn't get properly addicted even if I wanted to because anytime I get an actual hangover I get put off drinking for a bit kek.

 

[Runt171]

Soon i turn 21, i already have brain damage and shit and PTSD from the stuff that happened in my life and i wish i had something to numb the pain. Unlike normal people i have no friends, nobody to talk to, no connections that would give me weed and a drink while i was 15.

They were drinking and partying while i was rotting in my room, what makes it worse is that many of these kids knew i had autism and the school would not let me drop out so i had to endure all this abuse, i even imagine killing myself in dreams.

Do what you want
If you feel like you could live that nihalistic lifestyle where you slowly watch yourself and your health rot away then do it if its something you want

I thought that was something I was capable of when I was younger but It wasn’t I already have bad health anyway and probably brain damage aswell so I dont want to make it worse

 

[FuckYou]

if you have no problem with your life getting substantially worse then go for it.

 

[GmeOvr]

The bottle helped me go through the darkest hours of my existance.
It is a viable alternative to the jewpills (I would avoid combining both).
Before getting my shit together and coming up with my SEAmaxxing plan my life consisted in drinking cheap wine (one bottle per day), eating roasted peanuts and playing video games on my XBOX.
It did numb the pain.