im sorry to hear that dude but dont take ur own life i know u just think ur gonna keep suffering ive been in ur position alot of times
live on to live another day and if u feel those people are killing ur mind just stop going there to those places try to give ur self peace when u can maybe listen to music, play some video games if u have a good computer or console maybe this request to not kys seem like cope to u but it would mean alot to me, their words dont describe ur worth bro it may all seem hopeless now but i promise youll be fine dont give up on the life you've got left maybe theres alot of unhappiness to witness and feel it more, if u kys you let their words win, and theres alot of other good experiences youve got left ahead of ur life maybe i may sound foolish or like a normie to u i'm not a therapist what ur going through is are alot of people also going through so dont get ur self killed just because of what other people say or think of you this world is cruel and unfair i know it is and everyday i feel hopeless but i try to keep on living savouring the last bits of peace i got left in my life