I'm not even trolling. It's a valid question.
The reason I stopped posting on YouTube is I realized I shouldn't dox myself and stuff. Don't want to bring up the past but if you know of me, I was 17, blablabla but I'm satisfied despite being broken because the vids have mostly been removed. I'm getting my life together in a sense. My older cousin managed to get me a security job (some shekels) in cuckada, my brother doesn't hate me, nor do I hate him. I'm still in Uni, and even if it's a cope I'm trying dropshipping with some jeet guy on discord. Used to gym more but I stopped because I needed money.
I don't consider my life that bad, and I don't want to self glaze for doing the bare minimum but for an autist like me, I consider that pretty good. Failed some classes but I didn't flunked out despite going viral and I managed to get a job. I got around $800 in savings which is ass ik
I talked a lot about trying to ascend but that will never happen. Redpill is cope. Would the best cope just be continuing to work the security job (if I get fired work another job part time), get a useful degree, make money then sleep with escorts. It's possible for an autist like me because all you need is money. And by sleeping with escorts, I won't die a virgin.
Or should I go the nofap route and be a monk traditionalist? I was interested in mgtow but that's cope. There's no way I'll ever ascend but I'm trying to maximize my chances ig and not rot. I used to be religious, but God never helped me kek
Maybe this is a taboo topic but that's been on my mind a lot lately. And when you think about it that's what Elon and Tate do. I know Tate is cringe but he's sub3 with severe chin recession and baldcel, and Elon is an autist but they still have sexual access because of their money. Imo Tate and Elon are incels with money. Maybe moneymaxxing and escortmaxxing is the closest an incel can reach normie status or maybe I'm just a coping degenerate hypocritical nig who's coping hard and tired of having no choice but to goon. Thoughts? My brain is telling me cope because I feel like a loser for fapping but paying for sex makes u a bigger loser. But if i dont do it ill die a virgin. I'm stuck thinking about this for hours a day
The reason I stopped posting on YouTube is I realized I shouldn't dox myself and stuff. Don't want to bring up the past but if you know of me, I was 17, blablabla but I'm satisfied despite being broken because the vids have mostly been removed. I'm getting my life together in a sense. My older cousin managed to get me a security job (some shekels) in cuckada, my brother doesn't hate me, nor do I hate him. I'm still in Uni, and even if it's a cope I'm trying dropshipping with some jeet guy on discord. Used to gym more but I stopped because I needed money.
I don't consider my life that bad, and I don't want to self glaze for doing the bare minimum but for an autist like me, I consider that pretty good. Failed some classes but I didn't flunked out despite going viral and I managed to get a job. I got around $800 in savings which is ass ik
I talked a lot about trying to ascend but that will never happen. Redpill is cope. Would the best cope just be continuing to work the security job (if I get fired work another job part time), get a useful degree, make money then sleep with escorts. It's possible for an autist like me because all you need is money. And by sleeping with escorts, I won't die a virgin.
Or should I go the nofap route and be a monk traditionalist? I was interested in mgtow but that's cope. There's no way I'll ever ascend but I'm trying to maximize my chances ig and not rot. I used to be religious, but God never helped me kek
Maybe this is a taboo topic but that's been on my mind a lot lately. And when you think about it that's what Elon and Tate do. I know Tate is cringe but he's sub3 with severe chin recession and baldcel, and Elon is an autist but they still have sexual access because of their money. Imo Tate and Elon are incels with money. Maybe moneymaxxing and escortmaxxing is the closest an incel can reach normie status or maybe I'm just a coping degenerate hypocritical nig who's coping hard and tired of having no choice but to goon. Thoughts? My brain is telling me cope because I feel like a loser for fapping but paying for sex makes u a bigger loser. But if i dont do it ill die a virgin. I'm stuck thinking about this for hours a day
