JWT
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Looking back, I think my first real black pill experience was in middle school, specifically 8th grade. Long story short, there was a girl I liked in one of my classes, who already had a boyfriend at the time and I was aware of it, but for some retarded reason I thought I could still take her and have a chance with her. I started doing all this cringey lovey dovey kid shit like writing her poems and letters confessing my love for her, which I don’t blame myself for completely because I was only in 8th grade, but her boyfriend soon found out and bullied me ruthlessly throughout the rest of the year. In the end of course the year ended with them together and I was left with nothing.
I should have taken that as a sign, but no, I was still blue pilled at the time and I was certain my first girlfriend was waiting for me at high school. My experience in hs ended up being the most brutal years of my life, and I’ll probably get more into that in another post. But still after all the brutality, I still clung on to the bluepill at the end and I could even picture myself being approached by a girl in college just out of nowhere, it was that bad for me.
College was where I went from blue to red pill, and then eventually to the black pill. Now here I am at my post college job working at a hotel, and I’m black pilled almost every day I step foot in here. It’s somehow crazy to me that I never would have thought it would get to this point. I really should have taken that first experience in middle as a warning of the incoming BP that would be the rest of my life
I should have taken that as a sign, but no, I was still blue pilled at the time and I was certain my first girlfriend was waiting for me at high school. My experience in hs ended up being the most brutal years of my life, and I’ll probably get more into that in another post. But still after all the brutality, I still clung on to the bluepill at the end and I could even picture myself being approached by a girl in college just out of nowhere, it was that bad for me.
College was where I went from blue to red pill, and then eventually to the black pill. Now here I am at my post college job working at a hotel, and I’m black pilled almost every day I step foot in here. It’s somehow crazy to me that I never would have thought it would get to this point. I really should have taken that first experience in middle as a warning of the incoming BP that would be the rest of my life





