Bakedcrystal
Recruit
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- Joined
- Dec 1, 2021
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So this is a bit of a rant but this weekend me and my brother went on a road trip to visit family and our car broke down due to an alternator issue (long story but we are gonna have to replace the alternator so that’s just great).
We luckily broke down next to a gas station so we parked and started figuring out a way to fix the issue. My first idea was to get a jump, as I had jumper cables in the trunk. So my brother went inside the gas station to ask someone to help us jump start the car (he’s more socially apt than I)
This severely overweight man about the height of 5’4 (I’m about that height so that’s how I know) comes out with his wife. They’re both a little older but no older than 40. They helped us get the jump and everything but the main thing that annoyed me is that this man could even possibly have a life partner looking the way he does. His wife wasn’t much better looking, seemed to be his looksmatch, but he was significantly bigger than me (I’m pretty heavy myself) and was balding and yet, he had a woman to make love to every night and I’ve never once felt a woman’s touch that wasn’t on accident. I just feel so hopeless, what’s the issue here?
I would take someone who was my looksmatch, a lot of people here have issues with landwhales but honestly just the thought of having someone to consistently have sex with would be good enough to me. But no matter how hard I try I’m unable to achieve that. I’ve been trying to rationalize why this guy gets pussy and I don’t. It was in a rural area so maybe they grew up together and didn’t have many other options, I’m not sure. It somewhat gives me hope but then I go out into the world and look for girls and I’m immediately rejected by girls that don’t look much better than me objectively.
We luckily broke down next to a gas station so we parked and started figuring out a way to fix the issue. My first idea was to get a jump, as I had jumper cables in the trunk. So my brother went inside the gas station to ask someone to help us jump start the car (he’s more socially apt than I)
This severely overweight man about the height of 5’4 (I’m about that height so that’s how I know) comes out with his wife. They’re both a little older but no older than 40. They helped us get the jump and everything but the main thing that annoyed me is that this man could even possibly have a life partner looking the way he does. His wife wasn’t much better looking, seemed to be his looksmatch, but he was significantly bigger than me (I’m pretty heavy myself) and was balding and yet, he had a woman to make love to every night and I’ve never once felt a woman’s touch that wasn’t on accident. I just feel so hopeless, what’s the issue here?
I would take someone who was my looksmatch, a lot of people here have issues with landwhales but honestly just the thought of having someone to consistently have sex with would be good enough to me. But no matter how hard I try I’m unable to achieve that. I’ve been trying to rationalize why this guy gets pussy and I don’t. It was in a rural area so maybe they grew up together and didn’t have many other options, I’m not sure. It somewhat gives me hope but then I go out into the world and look for girls and I’m immediately rejected by girls that don’t look much better than me objectively.