When I was in highschool I had almost zero friends, OK actually I had zero friends. I was heavily bullied for my looks and I didn't cope well. Usually I just tried to avoid any contact with others. However during highschool I developed a crush on this Japanese girl (see where my japanese obsession came from.) She was completely perfect in so many ways and I fantasized about her being with me. So eventually I actually gained confidence enough to ask her if she wanted to hang out and she said yes, and without bragging I'll say I ended up cuddling her while watching TV. HOWEVER later on someone sent me a screenshot of a text she sent them and APPARENTLY she saw me as her "gay friend.". She assumed I was gay! Even worse is that when I confronted her about it she told me she'd never date me! Then she basically ignored me and all her friends started making jokes about me. What's most brutal is she got fucked by an average white guy in the end. He wasn't even Chad, and I could of had her if it weren't for the fact that I'm extremely ugly.
