Several blackpills made me suicidal this week

[ExhaustedShortCel]

So….apparently this fourm doesn’t allow me to discuss dates with nonescorts, even if they were complete failures that further blackpilled me.

So, anyways, in minecraft this week I was ghosted by several foids. One made plans for dinner on hinge, texted for a few days, and then cancelled. I actually raged at her and called her out on having too high standards for looks. Of course, she still lied and said she only cares about personality. Another foid off tinder agreed to meet me for a coffee date….then cancelled after looking at my instagram. Went on a minecraft date with one foid….acted rude from the get-go, and I had to carry the entire conversation. We both had to walk in the same direction to our cars afterwards, and when we approched the deck that she parked at, she just turned and walked in without saying goodbye. Rude bitch. Spent nearly 80 minecraft dollars on the dinner. Another foid agreed to meet me for coffee yesterday and ghosted.

I’m completely honest about my situation with my parents, and I called to vent for the 1,000th time. Straight up told them I was suicidal. For years my dad would preach personality responsiblity garbage at me, but yesterday he finally admitted something was systematically wrong with how foids operate today, just fully admitted that i’m only in this position because average (5-6/10 foids) enjoy being pump and dumped by chadlites instead of dating their looksmatch. That was a little refreshing.

Today I went to the doctor. I’m now on lexapro along with the anxiety meds I was already taking

 

[Truckzo]

if you have any money give it to me on cash app before you go

 

[doomed 7]

1. inject t
2. drop the fag ssris tranny meds
3. get some sunlight
4. spend time with ur parents instead of chasing whores

 

[ExhaustedShortCel]

1. inject t
2. drop the fag ssris tranny meds
3. get some sunlight
4. spend time with ur parents instead of chasing whores

Bro…i’ve done 3 test cycles this year, and im living at the beach now. I’ve spent plenty of time with my parents…never had any friends growing up, so hanging out with them was all I had.

 

[ExhaustedShortCel]

if you have any money give it to me on cash app before you go

Will you put it to good use?

 

[Incelius Savage]

Will you put it to good use?

No he'll blow it on weed. Give it to me so i can put it forward to this gaming pc i need so i can moneymaxx.

 

[Incelius Savage]

Do you have paypal?

 

[Truckzo]

No he'll blow it on weed. Give it to me so i can put it forward to this gaming pc i need so i can moneymaxx.

i don't smoke weed


i will use it do buy legos

and the new call of duty

 

[TheCatMan]

Hey at least you get dates. I can't even get any likes.

 

[ogleman]

Life is hard. Thanks for sharing. I think we all can learn something from your experience and maybe you have leaned something too.

Also.. cool dad.

 

[ExhaustedShortCel]

No he'll blow it on weed. Give it to me so i can put it forward to this gaming pc i need so i can moneymaxx.

Okay, okay you pit vibers. I’ve got several more copes before I go. I told them on the phone i’ll stick law school out and then two years of working with a salary probably in the high five figures to mid six. Also planning on getting my family’s newish boat cleaned up and put in the marina for $200 per month. I’m sure i’ll get myself a new car…maybe a bmw or something. If nothing works for me then, life’s not worth sticking around. I won’t be an oldcel living to work and make my corporation rich

 

[ExhaustedShortCel]

Life is hard. Thanks for sharing. I think we all can learn something from your experience and maybe you have leaned something too.

Also.. cool dad.

Thanks. Not to sound arrogant, but I do feel like I bring a unique perspective to this form. I’m highly doubtful anyone else has done as much to self-improve and still be a miserable failure. I know i’ve seen some medschool students and dudes with good careers on here, but I doubt they’ve done as much gymmaxing and masculine hobby maxing as me.

 

[NirvanaFan1988]

Imagine being a bluepilled grAY faggot

 

[Incelius Savage]

Thanks. Not to sound arrogant, but I do feel like I bring a unique perspective to this form. I’m highly doubtful anyone else has done as much to self-improve and still be a miserable failure. I know i’ve seen some medschool students and dudes with good careers on here, but I doubt they’ve done as much gymmaxing and masculine hobby maxing as me.

Youll be surprised. How much can u send?

 

[Balding Subhuman]

SSRI's won't do anything, I've tried. I'm on keto diet now and it increases gaba and has made me feel a lot better, ngl.

 

[ExhaustedShortCel]

Imagine being a bluepilled grAY faggot

Bluepilled is the last thing I am

 

[ExhaustedShortCel]

Youll be surprised. How much can u send?

Go on my profile and read my first post (I have 3-4, so it doesn’t take looking far). Its quite unique

 

[lemon21]

Yeah, i've not tried dating as it seems like a rigged game. But even as an oldcel(26) i see others succed in the dating world and the hamster in your head that says "go lift brah, grind brah you can make it" keeps telling me to do shit, while i know for a fact that it's over. It's tough, maybe you shouldn't be looking in tinder, if we find someone that will give us a chance i don't think it will be a tinder whore tbh

Also don't give money to anyone, use it on yourself. Unless you truly don't see another chance at life, but you must be young. So keep trying until you get tired and then just start coping with stuff

 

[ExhaustedShortCel]

Yeah, i've not tried dating as it seems like a rigged game. But even as an oldcel(26) i see others succed in the dating world and the hamster in your head that says "go lift brah, grind brah you can make it" keeps telling me to do shit, while i know for a fact that it's over. It's tough, maybe you shouldn't be looking in tinder, if we find someone that will give us a chance i don't think it will be a tinder whore tbh

Also don't give money to anyone, use it on yourself. Unless you truly don't see another chance at life, but you must be young. So keep trying until you get tired and then just start coping with stuff

You’re an oldcel? I turn 24 next month. We aren’t so different. I mostly agree with everything you just said…I lowkey think i’m gonna be forced into suicide in a few years

 

[Incelius Savage]

I need some money send me some on paypal

 

[ExhaustedShortCel]

I need some money send me some on paypal

Got some copes to blow through first bud

 

[lemon21]

You’re an oldcel? I turn 24 next month. We aren’t so different. I mostly agree with everything you just said…I lowkey think i’m gonna be forced into suicide in a few years

What does your life outside of dating lookslke? Do you enjoy anything? Do you have friends?

 

[ExhaustedShortCel]

What does your life outside of dating lookslke? Do you enjoy anything? Do you have friends?

A slave to law school. I do have friends in law school…three main ones…one just got married (tall and ugly), one (whatever the term for a chad curry is) who has a serious curry gf, and one who is a 5’5 manlet…and alone. I’ll have the opportunity to go to bar review every week, but thay was nothing but blackpilling. I have another friend group from college, but they’re almost all incels in denial…except for one who’s a chadlite and lowkey slays…but is a super humble and nice dude and keeps that on the downlow.

 

[Deleted member 43922]

Reading your posts you sound a bit up yourself bro in terms of wealth and your opportunities, etc. Maybe tone it down a bit in that regard when you go on a date. For example a female relative of mine really despises those rich guys who act like wankers all elite and shit, it's probably common among poorer foids to hate on guys who have more than them and aren't humble.

 

[ExhaustedShortCel]

Reading your posts you sound a bit up yourself bro in terms of wealth and your opportunities, etc. Maybe tone it down a bit in that regard when you go on a date. For example a female relative of mine really despises those rich guys who act like wankers all elite and shit, it's probably common among poorer foids to hate on guys who have more than them and aren't humble.

Not the case. Foid that rejected me this week was a med school student at a more prestigious school

 

[ExhaustedShortCel]

Reading your posts you sound a bit up yourself bro in terms of wealth and your opportunities, etc. Maybe tone it down a bit in that regard when you go on a date. For example a female relative of mine really despises those rich guys who act like wankers all elite and shit, it's probably common among poorer foids to hate on guys who have more than them and aren't humble.

I’m very humble in real life. Most people who probably call me a nice guy but quiet, or something to that effect. I sound areogsnt on here, because i’m venting about everything i’ve done and it not helping

 

[Deleted member 43922]

Not the case. Foid that rejected me this week was a med school student at a more prestigious school

Hmm, are you aware highly educated and successful women prefer men who are even more educated and successful than they are? Why go on a date with someone like that. If you're humble like you say, a poor uneducated foid would see you as higher status than her.

 

[ExhaustedShortCel]

Bro…i’ve done 3 test cycles this year, and im living at the beach now. I’ve spent plenty of time with my parents…never had any friends growing up, so hanging out with them was all I had.

 

[ExhaustedShortCel]

So some inceltesra faggot screenshotted this post and said its my personality. Lmaooo

 

[lemon21]

A slave to law school. I do have friends in law school…three main ones…one just got married (tall and ugly), one (whatever the term for a chad curry is) who has a serious curry gf, and one who is a 5’5 manlet…and alone. I’ll have the opportunity to go to bar review every week, but thay was nothing but blackpilling. I have another friend group from college, but they’re almost all incels in denial…except for one who’s a chadlite and lowkey slays…but is a super humble and nice dude and keeps that on the downlow.

I see we have a lot of similarities. Does it hurt too much not having a girlfriend? Do you think you can enjoy life without one?

Personally i'm not too sure, i'm just bothered by it when someone does something "dating" related and it brings me down or i just see chads with their girlfriends and i feel sad, other than that i thought i could manage without one. But it gets harder and harder.

 

[ExhaustedShortCel]

I see we have a lot of similarities. Does it hurt too much not having a girlfriend? Do you think you can enjoy life without one?

Personally i'm not too sure, i'm just bothered by it when someone does something "dating" related and it brings me down or i just see chads with their girlfriends and i feel sad, other than that i thought i could manage without one. But it gets harder and harder.

Absolutely not. I won’t live to be an oldcel living to make my boss rich without a stake in the world. Pain is more unbearable with each year passing

 

[ogleman]

Reading your posts you sound a bit up yourself bro in terms of wealth and your opportunities, etc. Maybe tone it down a bit in that regard when you go on a date. For example a female relative of mine really despises those rich guys who act like wankers all elite and shit, it's probably common among poorer foids to hate on guys who have more than them and aren't humble.

This OP. I got Elliot Rodgers vibes from you.

 

[Puppeter]

if you have any money give it to me on cash app before you go

Thats sick

 

[ExhaustedShortCel]

This OP. I got Elliot Rodgers vibes from you.

In some ways I am…probably fall under the catergory of “cutecel” like him. But, I don’t act like a narcissist around people. Most people would probably call me a nice but kinda quiet guy

 

[Deleted member 40252]

Imagine having foids even talk to or acknowledge you