Eternatus
I shall surrender to the darkness beneath me
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Have u ever took more than 2mgs of melatonin? That’s my usual but everytime I take it I go through vivid nightmares about my unresolved troubles and, despite the pain I go through when I wake up, it’s helping me to process situational awareness better… I don’t wanna say emotions cause it sounds gay, but thats pretty much it. I cried in my subconscious thinking about oneitis and a wasted future. I wanna get back to that place and live the same pain again and again until it doesn’t hurt me anymore.
Im Darkrai after all.
So Im considering spiking the dosage (5mg?), not for hedonism cause there’s none. It’s a wound I can only deal with like this and no, Im not gonna try any other substance. Ive no intention of becoming a rehabcel rn.
Im Darkrai after all.
So Im considering spiking the dosage (5mg?), not for hedonism cause there’s none. It’s a wound I can only deal with like this and no, Im not gonna try any other substance. Ive no intention of becoming a rehabcel rn.





