I haven't post here for long time because I was busy with using drugs and usually am too tired for writing. Today I can. Meanwhile drugs don't make me high anymore. They only make me feel like I am at a zombie Modus. No pain, the good thing, but nothing else more too, including joy, when I do nice things like good food, good films or something else. It is like having a living body but being dead at the same time.....schroedingers incel. Fucked up world. The world of a bad organized collection of cells of an fucked up DNA. What a joke
