BasedSaiyanCel2002
The Based Saiyan Incel
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- Sep 7, 2022
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My adolescence was obviously a BlackPilled one. In addition to the fact my parents did fucking everything to screw me over. In every sense. Socially, mentally, sexually etc. Because of this I've missed developmental milestones and the pleasant memories that go with them, with no chance to do it over.
A complete contrast to how my parents were with my older sister and how they are currently with my two younger sisters. They had the most open approach humanly possible with them. To add insult to injury, I have no choice but to witness their growth with each passing day. Each day is a reminder of how BlackPilled and subpar my existence is. Each day is a reminder of what I missed out on and will continue to miss out on for the rest of my life. And because of those realizations, I sometimes go berserk and destroy my room. Once all the screaming and smashing stuff is done as a result of my energy levels being completely depleted, it's on the ground in the fetal position crying and slamming my fists into the ground. It's RageFuel sure, but it's also DepressionFuel/RopeFuel as well.
A complete contrast to how my parents were with my older sister and how they are currently with my two younger sisters. They had the most open approach humanly possible with them. To add insult to injury, I have no choice but to witness their growth with each passing day. Each day is a reminder of how BlackPilled and subpar my existence is. Each day is a reminder of what I missed out on and will continue to miss out on for the rest of my life. And because of those realizations, I sometimes go berserk and destroy my room. Once all the screaming and smashing stuff is done as a result of my energy levels being completely depleted, it's on the ground in the fetal position crying and slamming my fists into the ground. It's RageFuel sure, but it's also DepressionFuel/RopeFuel as well.
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