Whenever I am becoming more lighthearted or at least suffer less I start having more inner peace . This is only happening for the first time in the last few months of my life . The years prior to that I was suffering a lot more than now since as long as I can remember like my parents send me to a shrink at age 4 cause I was throwing myself in front of cars and told them I wanted to die; inb4 4yearolds dont understand what death is 
maybe if youre a NormiePC happy go lucky child but for cursedsincebirthcels it truly never began so you dont know how happiness feels and it becomes scary and out of comfort zone if you feel atleast less suffering for the first time in 27 years.
However whenever the alleviation comes up I roll with it and stuff for a while but tbh its kinda boring ngl. Like yeah namoste hakunamatata and shit but its boring af. Like its way better than before and I wouldnt trade it back a thing no doubt for sure dont wanna jinx my ass but Im just not used to it
Also when you are suffering less your hate automatically decreases and you fear losing your bite and edge and become complacent like the sheeple watching the electric jew everyday.
Anyone relate?
maybe if youre a NormiePC happy go lucky child but for cursedsincebirthcels it truly never began so you dont know how happiness feels and it becomes scary and out of comfort zone if you feel atleast less suffering for the first time in 27 years.However whenever the alleviation comes up I roll with it and stuff for a while but tbh its kinda boring ngl. Like yeah namoste hakunamatata and shit but its boring af. Like its way better than before and I wouldnt trade it back a thing no doubt for sure dont wanna jinx my ass but Im just not used to it
Also when you are suffering less your hate automatically decreases and you fear losing your bite and edge and become complacent like the sheeple watching the electric jew everyday.
Anyone relate?
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