Just felt like posting a thread here venting about how I've been on the brink of having a mental breakdown all day. I don't expect many people to bother reading through the whole thing, but if you do, then thanks a lot.
I don't think there is much more worse than seeing someone with looks similar to yours getting to experience the things that you've missed out on. Today I was at the shops, forced to go get groceries as per usual, and I hear this guy who seemed somewhat similar to me in terms of physical appearance and demeanour sitting near me call out a foid's name and starts running towards her with open arms, and she grabs and embraces him in a hug...
Thing is, this particular person he got to hug had, I shit you not, the biggest tits I have ever seen. Each boob about the size of basketball if not slightly bigger. No fucking idea how the dude was able to do that, he was a sub-4 at best. Still, probably one of the luckiest men in the world just to get a hug from someone like that. Meanwhile I'm left to rot and wallow in my envy. The moment I saw that I felt my heart sink. I started speed-walking away, almost sprinting to get out of there and go for a drive, which I did, and I ended up driving out into the woods and bawled my eyes out in my car listening to music for a good half-an-hour, thinking over my life, all the fuck-ups I've made, and how I'm confined to a life of never-ending suffering and misery.
Why couldn't that be me? Why does it seriously seem as though there is not a SINGLE PERSON in this entire world out there who would want to be with me?
A life with no love is a life not worth living.
I don't know how much more I can take of this.
I don't think there is much more worse than seeing someone with looks similar to yours getting to experience the things that you've missed out on. Today I was at the shops, forced to go get groceries as per usual, and I hear this guy who seemed somewhat similar to me in terms of physical appearance and demeanour sitting near me call out a foid's name and starts running towards her with open arms, and she grabs and embraces him in a hug...
Thing is, this particular person he got to hug had, I shit you not, the biggest tits I have ever seen. Each boob about the size of basketball if not slightly bigger. No fucking idea how the dude was able to do that, he was a sub-4 at best. Still, probably one of the luckiest men in the world just to get a hug from someone like that. Meanwhile I'm left to rot and wallow in my envy. The moment I saw that I felt my heart sink. I started speed-walking away, almost sprinting to get out of there and go for a drive, which I did, and I ended up driving out into the woods and bawled my eyes out in my car listening to music for a good half-an-hour, thinking over my life, all the fuck-ups I've made, and how I'm confined to a life of never-ending suffering and misery.
Why couldn't that be me? Why does it seriously seem as though there is not a SINGLE PERSON in this entire world out there who would want to be with me?
A life with no love is a life not worth living.
I don't know how much more I can take of this.
