She was my first real crush I would say when I was younger. I had a major crush on this girl in the sixth grade, she literally was and still has to be one of the most beautiful women I have ever seen. I would still say that whilst I did end up moving on to other crushes, I still did hold some feelings towards her and always found her hot. She did cheer both at school and out of it, comes from a rich family, and also was always in college level classes(never had any with her, which in hindsight was a good thing). I honestly think it's such a sick joke looking back, thinking I would have ever had even the slightest chance with her. She wealth mogs me, height mogs me, and one time at this neighborhood summer camp(she lived in the same neighborhood as me) when I was trying to be funny I made her cringe and give me a weird look, and another time when I was walking and talking w some other boy I was friends with she was walking behind me and tole me to hurry up. Both of these absolutely crushed me on the inside, and I would consider them as my first real experiences w the blackpill, now that I look back on it.
I happened to stumble on her Insta(still following it apparently) and saw she is now at one of those big southern party schools you see, and is of course, living her best life. Her insta is filled with pics her and her sorority sisters doing all that sorority stuff, at the beach over spring break, on some nice ass boat at some lake, and just overall living the same exciting and successful which girl life she was born into. I did not see that many photos of her w other guys, so she probably does not have a boyfriend at the moment, but no doubt she has been getting ran through left right and center by various guys at her college.
My first ever -and still sort of- crush. The one with dark black hair and a smile that caught my eyes the second I saw it, the one who had one of the most rich white girl upbringings I know of, with her competing as a cheerleader and driving some nice ass Mercedes all while being an academically achieving student due to her being blessed as a NT. The one who heightmogged me and had one of the most perfect bodies I have ever seen is of living her best life while I, the guy she probably regarded as a fucking mega loser, rots here.
I happened to stumble on her Insta(still following it apparently) and saw she is now at one of those big southern party schools you see, and is of course, living her best life. Her insta is filled with pics her and her sorority sisters doing all that sorority stuff, at the beach over spring break, on some nice ass boat at some lake, and just overall living the same exciting and successful which girl life she was born into. I did not see that many photos of her w other guys, so she probably does not have a boyfriend at the moment, but no doubt she has been getting ran through left right and center by various guys at her college.
My first ever -and still sort of- crush. The one with dark black hair and a smile that caught my eyes the second I saw it, the one who had one of the most rich white girl upbringings I know of, with her competing as a cheerleader and driving some nice ass Mercedes all while being an academically achieving student due to her being blessed as a NT. The one who heightmogged me and had one of the most perfect bodies I have ever seen is of living her best life while I, the guy she probably regarded as a fucking mega loser, rots here.
