Saturday night out journal

[CRASH THE CUCK]

A bit more quiet tonight. more bored than depressed unlike yesterday.

its less painful when I have zero expectations.

I was on the balcony with two other guys (not conversing we were just on the balcony) and these two girls come up.

They didnt know anyone, but imediately go to the 2 guys, who like me, we just standing about doing fuck all, yet the girls came to them and like that they are talking and joking.

why not me?

im well dressed and trimmed and look happy enough

 

[CRASH THE CUCK]

I hope I will get that chance someday

 

[CRASH THE CUCK]

Any time I do talk to someone, they eventually ditch me like a piece of trash

 

[ihatelife2]

Where was this? Sounds like someone's house
Sorry people ditch you, you deserve to ascend and leave inkwells island

 

[CRASH THE CUCK]

Where was this? Sounds like someone's house
Sorry people ditch you, you deserve to ascend and leave inkwells island

Some guy gave me his number last week but when I called he just hung up jfl

 

[ihatelife2]

Some guy gave me his number last week but when I called he just hung up jfl

That's brutal

 

[razielkillerofgods]

 

[CRASH THE CUCK]

That's brutal

Just now some mustache red neck looking mfer just came up.

had a laugh or two at least

 

[foidslayer4ever]

When such things happen to me nowadays, I'm relieved because, before I used to react negatively because I believed in justice and fairness. Once you truly accept, that there is no justice nor fairness in this soyciety, and that your feeling of boredom or depression is just a reaction and not a reality then such things won't bother you.

The foids at my company actively ignore me and only talk through the management as if am some creep. This used to bother because I thought the world, society, life owes me some fairness but in reality there isn't anything to look forward to in that regard

Nowadays when this happen, I feel some form of relief, like a validation from the world that I have realised the truth.
Seek the truth and the truth shall set you free