If only I had been a normie, my life would be enjoyable. All of my oneitis' have normie boyfriends that are faggot retards but for the mere fact alone that they developed normally and can participate in society like normal individuals gives them enough sayso to take away my only chances of love and comfort. I hate them continually. I have been away for quite some time because my mom moved states and I moved with her. I have no background or accolades to get a good job, I flunked out of college and have no money to my name. But all of this wouldnt matter anyway because I'm a diseased skeletoncel stunlocked in my middle school body, so even if I had a chance with any one my oneitis' it is in vain because bp>>>>> I'm only 22 and feel as if Im wasting away every day. I write this post now drunk and high to cope with my situation and to help order my thoughts. The brainrot I have experienced in the last 3 years has been enough for a lifetime. It's all ovER if youre sub5 and physcially underdeveloped, bones mean everything in this world and I have learned that the hard way. I mog no one and everyday im mogged by foids and kids significantly younger than me. I have a doctors appointment in a few weeks to see if I can get my pituitary tumor removed so that I can start producing HGH normally, but if that doesn't do the trick I'm legitimately painting my walls with brain matter. There's no way I can continue on like this. I have no friends, everyone in public stares at me like a freak and my own family looks at me with disappointment and resentment. EvERy night I lay in bed and think about what life would have been like If I was just average/normal. I'm not asking for too much but the bare minimum, and even then I'm miles away from ever attaining it. Porn is vanity and does nothing for me and vidya doesnt ease the pain anymore. I wake up and evade the way I truly feel to make it through the day, but at the end of it all, I'm left with nothing but despair. I feel deeply for all you skeleton framelets who never had a chance. This is a burden to heavy to carry. Imagine being too weak mentally/physically to weather the storm that is life for an incel. It's not enough to be a normie anymore and that's all that I desire. My efforts are all for naught and I feel as if my life will not extend past my 20's anymore. I do not care to speak about everyday moggings and missed opportunities because it is an everyday occurrence atp. If only I had real life brocels to cope with, then maybe I would enjoy sharing my struggle with others but to do it alone irl is too much to bear. I long for positive human interaction and just want a friend to spend time with. Wall of text post ik but these are the ramblings of an uninhibited mind. These are the only times I feel like I can speak my mind freely anymore. If any brocels are in New Orleans, please hmu because truly I don't want to dirtmaxx, but if that is my only option then it is what it is.
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i wish i could tell that that things will get better but that would be lie.
