glowIntheDark
I who have never known foids
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So I have always been an extremely lazy person since my childhood but cuz of slightly above average iq I was able to coast through high school with bare minimum studying (think 8-9 hours before the tests) and was also able to get into a decent University. Now my bluepilled ass decided to take some of the heaviest majors out there (double major in math and data science with a minor in chemistry) and I am - perhaps for the first time in my life surrounded by people of way higher iq then mine.
I am barely managing to pass my course and I can't drop out cuz investment in tuition and now I am stuck miserable.
I am so chronically braindead I barely pick up my book not even on the day of exam and am failing so many of my courses. At this point i wouldn't even be eligible for a degree or summer internship.
I know I will become conscious like this for a day and two then go right back to bedrotting and not attending classes. I hate myself for doing this to myself.
I wish I was like my brother tho. Yes he is normie and prolly and inkwell too but man does he have a strong work ethic.
That bitch will attend his lectures and is currently employed in a great law firm and if not bitches atleast has money to splurge on his shitty games.
I am barely managing to pass my course and I can't drop out cuz investment in tuition and now I am stuck miserable.
I am so chronically braindead I barely pick up my book not even on the day of exam and am failing so many of my courses. At this point i wouldn't even be eligible for a degree or summer internship.
I know I will become conscious like this for a day and two then go right back to bedrotting and not attending classes. I hate myself for doing this to myself.
I wish I was like my brother tho. Yes he is normie and prolly and inkwell too but man does he have a strong work ethic.
That bitch will attend his lectures and is currently employed in a great law firm and if not bitches atleast has money to splurge on his shitty games.





