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worstcel
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- Sep 20, 2019
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to anyone who reads this:
I'll be at peace friends, and this site has been a nice cope, I've enjoyed my time here. I've finally decided I need to be at peace with this war I'm constantly fighting. My whole reason for roping is because of my feminine body, it's not worth getting bullied every single day, not worth crying 24/7 only for things to get WORSE as time goes on.
my plan: I got a skipping rope, gonna test it out tho to make sure it holds my weight, and I'll try adding other materials in to the equation such as maybe overdose on sleeping pills? I'm thinking of overdosing on sleeping pills then falling asleep while my neck is on the skipping rope, then I fall and the skipping rope strangles me to death. It might be painful, but only have to endure 30 seconds of pain instead of pain 24/7 that I'm enduring now. I'll try my best not to fail. If I stop posting it probably means I roped.
I'll be at peace friends, and this site has been a nice cope, I've enjoyed my time here. I've finally decided I need to be at peace with this war I'm constantly fighting. My whole reason for roping is because of my feminine body, it's not worth getting bullied every single day, not worth crying 24/7 only for things to get WORSE as time goes on.
my plan: I got a skipping rope, gonna test it out tho to make sure it holds my weight, and I'll try adding other materials in to the equation such as maybe overdose on sleeping pills? I'm thinking of overdosing on sleeping pills then falling asleep while my neck is on the skipping rope, then I fall and the skipping rope strangles me to death. It might be painful, but only have to endure 30 seconds of pain instead of pain 24/7 that I'm enduring now. I'll try my best not to fail. If I stop posting it probably means I roped.