In my 21 years of misery and isolation, not one woman has loved me besides family. When I was normal in school, I was friends with everyone, males and females. Even then, before I was blackpilled, I realized it was over for me. I would have crushes on girls but never say anything because of my looks. It was such a common thing where one of my crushes would come up to talk to me and tell me that my friend was cute, cuckfuel. I would be happy for my friends, I'd tell them, and get them together because I want my boys to win, but at what cost? They would break up, and I never got to know them.
No one ever found me attractive; the funny part is that my dad was a very handsome man. My mother only had me because she, "knew it would end and wanted to have something of him." The only reason I exist today is because my mom wanted my Chad dad; unfortunately, I'm absolutely repulsive. I'm going to try to lose my virginity by this time next year. I'll hire an old, nasty, used prostitute to take it. She'll use the little money I have for her drug addiction.
No one ever found me attractive; the funny part is that my dad was a very handsome man. My mother only had me because she, "knew it would end and wanted to have something of him." The only reason I exist today is because my mom wanted my Chad dad; unfortunately, I'm absolutely repulsive. I'm going to try to lose my virginity by this time next year. I'll hire an old, nasty, used prostitute to take it. She'll use the little money I have for her drug addiction.
