i was thinking about one of my school crushes the other day, that i was "romanticizing" her, and i just realized these feelings are completely worthless. when you make sex a trade dating becomes the mindset itself when it should be socializing, because that was the POINT of dating in the first place, but why should i care about socializing for the sake of socializing? these are just misused reproductive instincts shouting at me to fuck when i dont need to, gf's for the sake of gf's are worthless. and what makes me angrier is that they tell me the romanticizing is "unhealthy" and provide no solution at the same time, "oh you have no bio purpose? just date some fat woman in the hopes you'll "connect" like soulmates because you CANNOT romanticize her", its a losing game in of itself you guys
