Accepting the blackpill is the first step to attaining happiness.
I went to the GP and he gave me Fluoxetine and some great advice. It seems like he also went through something similar to me. He told me how I clearly had anxiety because my leg was jumping up and down and his acknowledgment of this made me feel better. He told me he understands when you feel like you should be enjoying your degree and its not actually that fun it can become difficult. His advice was this (some may laugh, but it's better than nothing): go on exercise 5x a week for half an hour each time, practice mindfulness (meditation) - close your eyes and try not to latch onto any thoughts for 10-15 minutes a day, and he told me it was nice to meet me. This last comment made me smile inside. Also, I started talking to the few friends I really have about personal things. They went through similar things to me. They also lost their friends when they were younger (blackpilled by them) and sadly considered suicide too (this has crossed my mind). My other friend told me not to indulge in self-pitying thoughts so much. I am going to try and catch up in my studies too. It may sound like a plan bound to fail, but it's worth a try. My goal is no longer women but happiness.
I went to the GP and he gave me Fluoxetine and some great advice. It seems like he also went through something similar to me. He told me how I clearly had anxiety because my leg was jumping up and down and his acknowledgment of this made me feel better. He told me he understands when you feel like you should be enjoying your degree and its not actually that fun it can become difficult. His advice was this (some may laugh, but it's better than nothing): go on exercise 5x a week for half an hour each time, practice mindfulness (meditation) - close your eyes and try not to latch onto any thoughts for 10-15 minutes a day, and he told me it was nice to meet me. This last comment made me smile inside. Also, I started talking to the few friends I really have about personal things. They went through similar things to me. They also lost their friends when they were younger (blackpilled by them) and sadly considered suicide too (this has crossed my mind). My other friend told me not to indulge in self-pitying thoughts so much. I am going to try and catch up in my studies too. It may sound like a plan bound to fail, but it's worth a try. My goal is no longer women but happiness.
