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I used to take a lot of photos and videos starting from 2022 till this year I stopped. It's so weird looking at stuff from when I was in highschool, it just dawns on me that memories that felt so recent are from longer ago then I wished. Especially that photos function where it's like "this day a year ago". Things were better back then, yes I got made fun of and was a loser retard but I had super high hopes and lots of compassion and care for things, I figured that by college stuff would be better and I'd have a bright future somehow, but everything only feel like shit and I've given up on all of that.
I was also into fitness stuff from 11th-12th grade because I was constantly overpowered by all the other guys in class and humiliated so I had a fantasy where I would be stronger in the future. I figured that at the rate I was increasing lifts that I would be quite strong by the time I got to college and I'd look a lot more adult. Never fucking happened. My lifts stopped increasing and I basically gave up on all that stupid lifting shit other then as a weekend activity.
Only talking about that because looking at photos from a year ago reminds me how back then I thought I'd be doing so good by now but nothing has gotten better
I was also into fitness stuff from 11th-12th grade because I was constantly overpowered by all the other guys in class and humiliated so I had a fantasy where I would be stronger in the future. I figured that at the rate I was increasing lifts that I would be quite strong by the time I got to college and I'd look a lot more adult. Never fucking happened. My lifts stopped increasing and I basically gave up on all that stupid lifting shit other then as a weekend activity.
Only talking about that because looking at photos from a year ago reminds me how back then I thought I'd be doing so good by now but nothing has gotten better
