- Oct 30, 2022
Reminder that after you spend years going daily to gym, taking a shower every other day, humiliating yourself at work and doing any and everything to climb the corporate ladder just to finally marry a jaded Chad widow who will probably even be your senior, she will still get bored of you and cheat on you with Chad, which she'll happily talk about with the news.
Helena and Noel met on a swingers site for married couples but they’ve made a deep connection. So what’s next?
Noel and I met last year, on a swingers site, where married people go to have affairs. I have been with my husband for 26 years but I don’t think there has ever been real passion between us. We don’t even really fight. We are like friendly flatmates who coparent two children. I started browsing men’s profiles because I felt like I’d been asleep for the past two decades. I was intrigued by the idea of sex with a stranger. I wanted that stranger to be married too, so I could count on his discretion.
Sex with my husband happens rarely and is always focused around his erection. It’s essentially a race for him to cum. But when Noel began to touch me I could sense him watching and listening, trying to work out precisely what gave me pleasure. We had penetrative sex the fourth time we met, and Noel said “I love you”, right before it happened. I asked him to say it again because I thought I was hallucinating.
I should have left my marriage years ago. I am hanging on for the sake of convenience, and out of fear. It’s no small thing to break up your children’s home, particularly as Noel and I have only been together for 12 months. The risks we take are unsustainable, though. We used to travel to out-of-the-way hotels, but the craving to see him has become so strong that I break my own rules, and meet him in coffee shops minutes from my house. We just sit opposite each other, holding hands under the table, drinking each other in.