Reminder: I cannot improve regardless of effort put in

[misterbean9]

Maybe other truecel cunts share this similarity with me, but regardless of effort put in, I just cannot improve at anything that I do. It is like I am in a drug-addled mindless state constantly. Improvement is impossible, and nothing is possible as a result. Looks are everything, and so is brain-wiring and IQ. Also wrist pain, omegalul!
If I had a gun I'd blow my brains out of my head. But I am scared of what comes next? Will I be mocked by giga chads in Heaven? Yes I will!

 

[Saigon Depression]

If I had a gun I'd blow my brains out of my head. But I am scared of what comes next? Will I be mocked by giga chads in Heaven? Yes I will!

Heaven doesn't exist.

But yes, I share your sentiments, self-improvement has been more or less useless for me too.

 

[ThoughtfulCel]

Chances are you'll probably end up in hell if you kill yourself

But that's just my belief though. Not forcing it onto other people like a self important piece of shit