Lol. You are coping hard. Chad will die knowing he lived his life to its fullest. He will depart from this existence without regret. He will be surrounded by his children, grandchildren and friends. Their presence will let him know that his life was worth living, he will die gently and without fear. You, on the other hand, will die alone. No one will mourn you because everyone has hated you during your life. You will die in fear, guilt and regret. Your last moments will be full of fear because you know life passed you by and you are leaving it without having ever been loved.
Lol. You are coping hard. Chad will die knowing he lived his life to its fullest. He will depart from this existence without regret. He will be surrounded by his children, grandchildren and friends. Their presence will let him know that his life was worth living, he will die gently and without fear. You, on the other hand, will die alone. No one will mourn you because everyone has hated you during your life. You will die in fear, guilt and regret. Your last moments will be full of fear because you know life passed you by and you are leaving it without having ever been loved.