It's already hard enough that I don't know how to interact with anyone because I'm autistic as fuck but people still find room to be disrespectful to me for essentially 0 reason other than my physical appearance. It really cannot be derived from anything else, I try not to speak to anyone unless I have to but I am regularly slighted by random people in public. I rarely go outside and this is the experience I have when I do, it's easy to see that if you are unattractive then you are not welcome to show yourself in public and people would rather you rot and or kill yourself than simply be in their presence and exist. I cannot think of many times where I have gone outside without receiving some sort of disrespect from a literal stranger. It's difficult to not be misanthropic which these experiences.
