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The reason I am here is because I have been thinking a lot about my situation recently and how I really just want to have sex but also female attention in general. It makes me very uncomfortable and defeated that my mother has sex, that people my age with whom I study with are having sex, that my relatives have sex, that the couples walking past me holding hands when I'm outside have sex, and so forth. I was doing well with not thinking about my virginity and women in general for a long time. I just used foids to masturbate and then I would forget about them entirely, but that does not hold true anymore. I have reached a low point and I can't stop thinking about women and sex. Maybe it's just a temporary thing, a phase so to speak and that I will eventually get past it, but this has been going on for 4 months now.
I hate that things like these, things that everyone take for granted do not come naturally to me and the bitterness is increasing by the day. Some days I cannot handle going on other forums simply because of the sheer amount of sexhavers speaking about their experiences.
The lack of social validation has serious implications in the psyche and I am starting to experience it rapidly.
I hate that things like these, things that everyone take for granted do not come naturally to me and the bitterness is increasing by the day. Some days I cannot handle going on other forums simply because of the sheer amount of sexhavers speaking about their experiences.
The lack of social validation has serious implications in the psyche and I am starting to experience it rapidly.
