Hospital is taking fuck all time to let me know if im getting it or not, Ive been gnawing at my parents and sat down and had a chat with them, Im considering calling them now telling them i cant sleep because its so painful, Its still fucking fixable as i have half straight nose half jew nose, Like nasal valve collapse or something, Its fixable but ive been to 2 surgeons that refuse to do shit well one do but he needs money, Other just refused and didnt believe me and belittled me, Ruined the trip i could have gone to with my parents, I have a whiskey bottle to curb my sanity.
I guess im naturally stoic, Its inhumane that all they think about is money when a life is on the line but thats my goverment, And if i get rejected from hospital i have to call GP again and ask for a new evaluation and it can take up to 2-4 months to get to a hospital if it actually goes thru, Well its been a year since the previous surgeon tried to corect his fuckup and after i took of the bandage the side was straight as a motherfucker for like 10 min before it fell down again, I followed every instruction and was ready to enjoy my life as a normal looking non deformed subhuman, I guess not. This was 2022 and its been a painful motherfucker ever since.
