Years of sexual frustration? First off my dad was a virgin until 28 when he met my mom, and he is a happy bluepilled cuck who doesn't care about anything like this anymore. Second I've always desired power over others, even as a kid, i loved small animals since i could have power over them when parents weren't around. My parents always thought i loved bunnies and my hamsters but even before i knew sex was a thing I loved having absolute power over them and having them obey my every whim regardless of if they wanted to or not. Third I am not even a Jew, my dad is a Jew and I've been raised under a Secular Judaic family but my mom is pure Aryan which means under Jewish law im not jewish. Fourth I'm not obsessed with money, I'm actually more Marxist than anything if it was applied under a Leninist sort of way, I'm just more been pushed into a Wallstreet life since my dad worked for the FED and wallstreet banks so that's the career I've been sort of handed.