TheGrayWolf
1/10 | 5'4 | I am Tired and I am weak
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- My chances are 1 in 1 billion I'd say, or 0.0000001% (basically 0) that I will get a decent gf... and even that prediction is cope.
- People, of every age and gender, do one of the following when they see me: stare at me or give me a weird "too long" look; joke or talk about me - never directly to me, but amongst each other (say some shit like "ugliest person I've ever seen", or "monster") - when they're with someone else; laugh; or rarely, "ignore" me but they seem uncomfortable. Old people, middle aged, or children do this - stare, laugh etc.
- I don't want a fat ugly land-whale and that doensn't make me a fakecel, then I'd rather have no gf, fat ugly foids disgust me. And no, I can't get a fat ugly land-whale either, my odds there are about 1 in 10 million.
- The disrespect hurts and is maddening. Why react like this to someone who looks special? (And I mean special, as in 1/10 special).
- I barely know how to cope. My biggest cope, my 16 year-old cat we had to put down exactly 3 weeks ago... and no, I don't want another cat, it's not the same. Food is only a limited cope. Otherwise I have no cope that really brings release/helps. And not even any DAMN hope. I will never get/have a good job either even if I have some degree.
- People, of every age and gender, do one of the following when they see me: stare at me or give me a weird "too long" look; joke or talk about me - never directly to me, but amongst each other (say some shit like "ugliest person I've ever seen", or "monster") - when they're with someone else; laugh; or rarely, "ignore" me but they seem uncomfortable. Old people, middle aged, or children do this - stare, laugh etc.
- I don't want a fat ugly land-whale and that doensn't make me a fakecel, then I'd rather have no gf, fat ugly foids disgust me. And no, I can't get a fat ugly land-whale either, my odds there are about 1 in 10 million.
- The disrespect hurts and is maddening. Why react like this to someone who looks special? (And I mean special, as in 1/10 special).
- I barely know how to cope. My biggest cope, my 16 year-old cat we had to put down exactly 3 weeks ago... and no, I don't want another cat, it's not the same. Food is only a limited cope. Otherwise I have no cope that really brings release/helps. And not even any DAMN hope. I will never get/have a good job either even if I have some degree.