FortunateMilkman
copefiend
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- Joined
- Jun 7, 2018
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I've lost about 10 pounds of fat, most days I forget to eat or eat and vomit later due to the constant feeling of sickness that I have. I don't even have the energy to watch anime or play videogames. I wake up, stare at the ceiling, and usually just listen to music while drinking room temperature water until I pass out again. When I wake up from sleep longer than 5 hours I feel like garbage and my entire body is in pain and aching. I'm on summer break but it's going to end in 2 months so I can't keep this up. I just wish I had somewhere to go or something to do or someone to talk to - I even feel isolated from this community after my negative experience in the discord.