Welcome to Incels.is - Involuntary Celibate Forum

Welcome! This is a forum for involuntary celibates: people who lack a significant other. Are you lonely and wish you had someone in your life? You're not alone! Join our forum and talk to people just like you.

LifeFuel Rare af ER video + related manifesto excerpt. You can tell he had a cold in the video, which is why he postponed the Day of Retribution.

  • Thread starter Deleted member 31869
  • Start date
Deleted member 31869

Deleted member 31869

Just pass me the rope
-
Joined
Dec 25, 2020
Posts
4,960
Before I knew it, it was July 12th and the countdown on my internet homepage was up. The new Song of Ice and Fire book, A Dance with Dragons, was released. I emailed my mother to order me the book from Amazon. The countdown was ultimately over, and I had nothing to show for it. I was still a virgin, even after a month of living in a town full of college kids who had sex all the time. I realized that I had only twelve more days as a teenager! I was going to turn twenty very soon. One of my hopes was to at least lose my virginity before my time as a teenager was over. Being a virgin at the age of twenty would make me feel very defeated.​
[...]​
As April 26th drew ever closer, I prepared myself to the fullest extent. All I had left to do was finish writing this story and film my final video. But then, on Thursday, April 24th, I woke up with a terrible cold. I rarely ever get colds! I’ve always had a strong immune system. It was as if fate itself was trying to stop me from doing it. But what other reason do I have for living? Alas, there was no way I could carry out my plans if I had a cold. Everything had to be perfect. In addition, I found out that father had arrived home two days earlier than he originally said he would, so if I had indeed went forth with my plans, I would have had to kill my father, which I wouldn’t be mentally prepared for.​
I hastily decided to postpone it to Saturday, May 24th, 2014. I would definitely be fully recovered from my cold by then. This will also give me a few more weeks of life, and more time to prepare. A few days earlier, I felt so ready to finally strike back at women and humanity, with all my rage and hatred. I was profoundly eager to do it! But for some strange reason, having a few more weeks of life made me feel relieved. I took in a deep breath and relaxed. Coupled with my hate-fueled eagerness to carry out my act of revenge, there was also an extreme sense of fear inside me. Part of me still didn’t want to do it. It will mean my death, and I have always been afraid of death.​
I didn’t want to be in Isla Vista on April 26th, the day I previously planned on carrying out my plans. Hearing all of my enemies partying and having a good time on the day I was supposed to kill them all would be too much to bear. I immediately called my mother and asked her if I can stay at her house for the whole weekend, exaggerating my illness so that she would let me. While there, I visited the doctor to ask about the condition of my cold, and spent the weekend in deep, peaceful contemplation.​
Upon my return to Santa Barbara, I assured to myself that this was it. May 24th, 2014 was the final date. There is no postponing it anymore, no backing out. If I don’t do this, then I only have a future filled with more loneliness and rejection ahead of me, devoid of sex, love, and enjoyment. I have to do it. It’s the only thing I can do.​

And here's a video he recorded during that time:



(currently being processed on bitchute, in the meantime here's another link but it's slower: https://ia801408.us.archive.org/26/items/elliotrodgerfoia_202103/IMG_0159.mp4)
 
over for bookcels
 
why does that nigga start moaning when he opens the book :feelskek:
 
this nigger was determinded , would be funny if he is watching me, typing this right now

anyways , IT WAS 2K FUCKING 14 back then and he still struggled ,not even the ERA of OF , just the ERA OF KIK AND INSTA.

its insane what social media and with that the unleash of utter hypergamy did . Man these days are nothing more then paystocks for woman , or betabux in denial.
 
Look at his gay alien fingers though
 
He was really trying to cope. Sad stuff to think about.
 
Holy shit, in this video, he sounds closer to how "his" (debated) voice sounds in the infamous TF2 video.
 
Poor Elliot. If only he went berserk on George R. R. Martin we'd have the sixth book by now.
 
ah, another vid from saint elliot, good stuff for finding man.
 

Similar threads

gymcellragefuel
Replies
11
Views
360
Vendetta
Vendetta
anandkonda
Replies
102
Views
2K
Norville Wood
Norville Wood
sinclair_silence
Replies
13
Views
296
Efiliste
Efiliste
RealSchizo
Replies
17
Views
505
RealSchizo
RealSchizo

Users who are viewing this thread

shape1
shape2
shape3
shape4
shape5
shape6
Back
Top