I'm effing sick of normies. Sick of them. I shouldn't even be cussing like this but I can't help it when it comes to expressing my anger towards them. I'm upset at how much I've mindlessly compared myself to them or whatever. I swear, this "chronic pain" can't actually be real. There's no way it just all started this year. Because I compare myself to these groids, I believe everything about me is wrong. No, it's not. I probably always had these stinging sensations, but ever since I was active on Instafag from ~November 2024 until just October this year, I've compared myself to others thinking 'no one else has to deal with this'. It's like a never ending nightmare of 'what are you going to do with yourself' and being completely lost. I want the person I was in 2022-2024 back so badly. I was a completely different person a year ago and you can thank the retarded bluepill for that. I fell into the trap a year ago this time in December of 2024 and it destroyed me. I've learned from my mistakes but I regret it so much. I cringe every time I look back. I literally even tried to 'quit' this site back in March because of how deluded I was into thinking I could ascend with my then oneitis.
I just wish I could forget they even existed. I wish I could forget everything that has happened to me in the last year. It would be a miracle.
I'm embarrassed to even say I had a oneitis some point in this year, it's shameful especially as an incel to have one. But I've changed and learned from my mistakes.
Just felt like saying this. I've really reached a breaking point.
I just wish I could forget they even existed. I wish I could forget everything that has happened to me in the last year. It would be a miracle.
I'm embarrassed to even say I had a oneitis some point in this year, it's shameful especially as an incel to have one. But I've changed and learned from my mistakes.
Just felt like saying this. I've really reached a breaking point.
