My first thought when I look at most foids is "How many guys have fucked you and how many cock have you sucked?" and I think they're disgusting trash! I refuse to even try anymore at anything!
I'm never going to be owning a home, never going to have any decent job, and I'll always be an outcast NEETcel doing LDAR. Any changes to my life at this point would be like winning the lottery. It's over for me. I'm getting older and older, and that makes it more difficult to get a JB.
I refuse to accept any trash foids! All adult foids are either trash foids and if they're 18-23 and non-virgin with under 3 for a cock count maybe they can count as non-virgin foid. I refuse to compete anymore for trash. Every time in the past I tried to find a relationship, sure I got rejected, but the thing that made me feel worst and have meltdowns is that I was at different times competing for what I viewed as trash! Absolute trash foids! The act of competing for trash is a worse feeling than the rejection itself!
My dream is to deflower a JB, get her blood on my cock, and make the JB into my perfect GF. I can't imagine my first time with foid trash or spending my money on a trash foid! It's not happening! Even if a trash foid threw herself at me, I would give a hard pass because trash foids are trash and trash isn't worth anything!
I've seen enough videos on Pornhub that I would feel depressed if I was ever with a foid who was with other guys. I'm happier as an Incel because at least I'm not a Cuck. I view Cucks as the most pathetic type of male out there. Am I the only one who feels this way? Am I the only one who doesn't see a point in any relationship unless it starts with a JB?
Teen love is the most special and most exciting and it's filled with enthusiasm. I imagine the best feeling in the world would be dating a JB who showers me in love and attention and adores me and gets excited whenever I give her gifts or take her on dates, and I'll know she considers me a special guy because I would have deflowered
I might as well LDAR if I'll never have that. My typical day is just anime, looking at hentai, eating, and sleeping. The fact is that self-improvement doesn't work if you never really win in the end. And most people will find self-improvement is a scam. It's deflecting the blame away from society and blaming the victim. It's telling victims they're the problem and they're not really the probably! I'm a victim of this society and cruel world and it's not my fault! I want to see this cruel and corrupt human civilization completely annihilated!
Imagine you're a hard worker. Will hard work ever make you into a millionaire? No! Millionaire is often about being born into the right family, knowing the right people, having the right personality, or just being lucky! It's not about hard work or purely being talented. There's many talented people who are poor. The typical worker gets a mortgage, auto loan, and other debt and is always a workcel slavecel serf to the banksters.
Same goes for relationships. Unless you get a JB, virgin foid, or you are young enough where pounding slut foids for free would actually mean something relative to your own age then you will never have a special relationship! Most foids you get will just be trash foids that turn you into a cuck!
The typical guy can't even get a slave job at a McDonald's! Not that working at McDonald's would even let someone survive on their own. Most guys get trash foids. That's not a prize. Work dead-end trash jobs in a trash society that treats you like trash while you date trash and watch trashy people win. The people least worthy have everything! There's no point in contributing! That's why I feel like LDAR and staying a NEETcel is my best option if I won't ever have a JB GF. My only real dream that I want out of life is a hot JB GF, especially a hot JB Stacy GF. All I want out of life is to experience teen love, deflower a JB, and be able to finally be a winner.
My theory has been that if a guy deflowers a girl when he's a teenager, then he becomes a winner because it changes him. If a guy can manage to accomplish when he's adult, as long as he deflowers a beautiful JB, then he's still a winner, and he's also powerful for defying society's rules! However, he won't get the same life changing benefits as guys do when they're teenagers. But he still gets an ego boost, pride, and a truly valuable JB GF.
The fact about life is that most people will never be winners. Most people no matter their status will alway be a loser or a cuck. People always like to think they won something or achieved something but in reality few people are winners. The bottom 80% of workers are serfs or slaves. The majority of men have never been with a virgin in their life even if they're not Incel.
I hate being Incel but at the same time, I'm happy I'm not a Cuck Loser. I'll accept my life as a LDAR NEETcel if it came down to it because I can't imagine kissing a slut foid when that slut sucked the cocks of other guys, took creampies and other cocks inside her pussy, and has been tossed around like a cumdumpster ragdoll. Most guys are cucks kissing the slutty foid lips and licking her sloppy second pussy, worshipping a trash foid who has no real value and gives no life enhancement. They are being humiliated without them even knowing it and just because the Kikes promote it everywhere doesn't make it an achievement or a win. Kikes are demoralizing men, degrading the sluts, and destroying the entire world.
It's like a hentai except in real life. An army of brutes or orcs invade a kingdom. They rape and deflower most of the girls. One character had a sweet virgin GF but he never deflowered her. Then he watched a brute or a giant orc deflower his virgin GF and inflate her belly with cum. Then she gets tossed to the ground and the cum squirts out. The guy becomes a cuck if he takes her back and if he doesn't he'll be alone having lost his girlfriend. Either way, they demoralized him and the other guys, and made it so all the girls are now sluts. And in some hentai, the girls also get mind broken where their only purpose and desire is to be treated like sluts and fucked and enjoy being sexually degraded.
The fact is that there's no prizes anymore for most people. There's nothing most people can actually achieve in life or work for in life or look forward to in life. It's pointless at this point to even try. Society thinks people with an unwillingness to contribute are lazy, when they're realistic. LDAR lifestyle because there's no prizes and no point in contributing.
