Here's mine:
2017
2023
2024
2016
2022
2020 (extremely bi-polar year)
2019
2018
2025
2021
2017
2023
2024
2016
2022
2020 (extremely bi-polar year)
2019
2018
2025
2021
Note that in 2023 I was already highly suicidal which gives you an image of how much worse it gets going down.
Garbage
Except for 17, only good time because I was whitepilled
2017 was also whitepilled for me.
the best one was 18 and the worst one was 20 everything else is in the middle
They're all on the same rank.
apparently i was sick with sleep apnea for all of them so they were all shit
2023 was the worst, i'd rope on the spot if I had to relive it.
that would be a long list (im old af) so ill just do 10
2021
2020
2023
2017
2019
2022
2024
2025
2016
2015
2018
2021
2020
2023
2017
2019
2022
2024
2025
2016
2015
2018
Which months were particularly bad?
February to June.
Qrd what happened if you dont mind?
My schizo mother was causing issues with my neighbors and the landlord and my mental health was even worse than today, I was so hopeless and paranoid 24/7.
I was about to jump out my window before my sister talked me out of it in May of 2023. One of the best years of my life btw.
The closest thing I had to a proper suicide attempt was also in that year, I wanted to slice open my wrists with a kitchen knife but I didn't.
The covid years were the worst for me. Getting bullied by my mom was worse than getting bullied irl by my bullies. At least with my bullies I could go home after school, I could not escape my mom during the pandemic.
Its always when people are manipulated like that en masse, my mom also became absolutely horrific to me for a little while.
That would be about 20 years, and I can no longer remember every single one in detail.
2023 (16-17) - Bullied both physically and mentally and constantly humiliated, life was just school and doomscroll. Also redpilled
2024 (17-18) - Same as above, but I started to mature a lot and had to start improving myself physically so that I don't get bullied anymore because it was seriously getting out of hand, it was either that or suicide
2025 (18-19) - Started getting less bullied due to getting a bit stronger, matured fully and finally came to the full realization of the blackpill and even made some stoner friend through weedmaxxing, suicidal thoughts faded towards the end of the year
2026 (19-20) - We'll see how it goes, hope I stop being a NEET and make some money for myself
2024 (17-18) - Same as above, but I started to mature a lot and had to start improving myself physically so that I don't get bullied anymore because it was seriously getting out of hand, it was either that or suicide
2025 (18-19) - Started getting less bullied due to getting a bit stronger, matured fully and finally came to the full realization of the blackpill and even made some stoner friend through weedmaxxing, suicidal thoughts faded towards the end of the year
2026 (19-20) - We'll see how it goes, hope I stop being a NEET and make some money for myself
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So if I have to rate them
1. 2026 for now
2. 2025
3. 2023
4. 2024
1. 2026 for now
2. 2025
3. 2023
4. 2024
2019 was the best year of all my life. I don’t talk about 2022
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