Random comments or stories are usually the ones that hurt most

[Deleted member 7448]

Yeah, this forum is full of suicidefuel and stories that will make any man furious/depressed.

But those don't really do anything to me any more, I'm desensitized.

What does it for me is the random comments or random things you hear that come totally out of the blue. Those things really remind me that I'm in fact leading a life very far from normal, a very pathetic life.

Check this comment out: "This coworker was really into me I just didn’t like her like that way but I guess she got desperate so she goes to where I’m working in the building and she literally just flashes her tits in front of me in the middle of the day and walks away." I read this type of shit all the time, and god damn it when it just jumps at you out of nowhere it can really ruin your mood.

 

[Tempus Edax Rerum]

Yeah, this forum is full of suicidefuel and stories that will make any man furious/depressed.

But those don't really do anything to me any more, I'm desensitized.

What does it for me is the random comments or random things you hear that come totally out of the blue. Those things really remind me that I'm in fact leading a life very far from normal, a very pathetic life.

Check this comment out: "This coworker was really into me I just didn’t like her like that way but I guess she got desperate so she goes to where I’m working in the building and she literally just flashes her tits in front of me in the middle of the day and walks away." I read this type of shit all the time, and god damn it when it just jumps at you out of nowhere it can really ruin your mood.

Wait this stuff actually happens?

I don't have the slightest idea what an ounce of female interest even looks like...and there are women so crazy infatuated with someone that they flash their tits at someone out of their baby rage for being ignored.

 

[Deleted member 8353]

Just consider them to be no different from a fictional story that you might read. Their experiences don't exist for you.

 

[Deleted member 7448]

Wait this stuff actually happens?

Well, a considerable amount of men are just like us, many others lead normal lives betabuxxing for some used up cunt, and the 20% or so of men lead lives like that.

 

[turbocuckcel_7000]

normie lives and the events and surprises that they get to enjoy are pretty much unthinkable

 

[Tempus Edax Rerum]

I haven't really been active on incel communities or "online" in general for the most part this year. ( I'm a khhv 28)

I've been "wageslaving and coping", and life just kind of distanced me from the Blackpill, from the memes and from my place in the society.


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I was grocery shopping at my local grocery store couple weeks back, I believe it was Saturday early evening I would say about 6 or 7 P. M.
I was doing the weekly shopping for my weekly supply of groceries... As I was stacking groceries into my shopping cart I overheard and noticed something. I overheard a woman asking her man or the man that she was with "what would he like?"... They must have been discussing what they wanted to eat for dinner tonight.

As I was looking in that a general direction due to the fact my shopping items were positioned in that general direction,.. I realized or got woken out of my deep coping slumber. When the woman asked the man what would he like... she looked at him with genuine intrest, and curiosity eagerly awaiting his answer. The man was about 6'4 and the woman probably 5'6....

I cannot describe how surreal and alien this whole experience seemed to me... It seemed like she genuinely cared and awaited for his reply, like a child that inquired to her parents whether they will be going to Disney Land this year...

Well this whole experience woke me out of my deep sleep state. It's unbelievable that on one end of the spectrum you can have an individual who is genuinely loved, cared for and desired. While on the other end of the spectrum, you are treated like the walking plague.

I am just so accustomed to social alienation, being treated with aversion, disdain, disgust or at the very best being completely invisible to members of the opposite sex, that my brain can't even wrap around the fact that it isn't like this for everyone, that other people get to experience love, happiness, warmth...

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Even when browsing incel forums..all of these memes and black pill posts are nothing more than some abstract platonic realm concepts that don't really tie or connect with reality for me...you want to believe they are made for entertainment only... somehow you want to believe that Hypergamy, 80/20, Blackpill is nothing more than some cheap joke that isn't actually real.

I don't know, I've been wage-slaving , attempting to scratch the surface of "Hagels Phenomenology of Spirit" on my remaining spare time...and I've been distracted from my "reality" from my place in the society.

I've been reminded that life for a below average male is literal hell. I've been feeling so anxious for the last couple of weeks now. I can't cope or cling to any activity that would take my mind from the realization how fucked up things are, and that there's no escape from this fate.

 

[Deleted member 7448]

I haven't really been active on incel communities or "online" in general for the most part this year. ( I'm a khhv 28)

I've been "wageslaving and coping", and life just kind of distanced me from the Blackpill, from the memes and from my place in the society.


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I was grocery shopping at my local grocery store couple weeks back, I believe it was Saturday early evening I would say about 6 or 7 P. M.
I was doing the weekly shopping for my weekly supply of groceries... As I was stacking groceries into my shopping cart I overheard and noticed something. I overheard a woman asking her man or the man that she was with "what would he like?"... They must have been discussing what they wanted to eat for dinner tonight.

As I was looking in that a general direction due to the fact my shopping items were positioned in that general direction,.. I realized or got woken out of my deep coping slumber. When the woman asked the man what would he like... she looked at him with genuine intrest, and curiosity eagerly awaiting his answer. The man was about 6'4 and the woman probably 5'6....

I cannot describe how surreal and alien this whole experience seemed to me... It seemed like she genuinely cared and awaited for his reply, like a child that inquired to her parents whether they will be going to Disney Land this year...

Well this whole experience woke me out of my deep sleep state. It's unbelievable that on one end of the spectrum you can have an individual who is genuinely loved, cared for and desired. While on the other end of the spectrum, you are treated like the walking plague.

I am just so accustomed to social alienation, being treated with aversion, disdain, disgust or at the very best being completely invisible to members of the opposite sex, that my brain can't even wrap around the fact that it isn't like this for everyone, that other people get to experience love, happiness, warmth...

-----

Even when browsing incel forums..all of these memes and black pill posts are nothing more than some abstract platonic realm concepts that don't really tie or connect with reality for me...you want to believe they are made for entertainment only... somehow you want to believe that Hypergamy, 80/20, Blackpill is nothing more than some cheap joke that isn't actually real.

I don't know, I've been wage-slaving , attempting to scratch the surface of "Hagels Phenomenology of Spirit" on my remaining spare time...and I've been distracted from my "reality" from my place in the society.

I've been reminded that life for a below average male is literal hell. I've been feeling so anxious for the last couple of weeks now. I can't cope or cling to any activity that would take my mind from the realization how fucked up things are, and that there's no escape from this fate.

It's absolutely brutal. How am I supposed to even be motivated to wageslave or do anything in this life? I've wasted my youth rotting in my room after being rejected by my peers and the women of my generation, and yet I'm expected to slave away and be happy while doing it. It would be great if I could at least show how angry or miserable I am with the world, but no, I gotta smile and be nice cause I get to wageslave for this shitty fucking society.

 

[thelonewanderer]

Comparing yourself to the top % of males isn't a good idea for normal men let alone incels

 

[Deleted member 18214]

Just consider them to be no different from a fictional story that you might read. Their experiences don't exist for you.

Deep

 

[Dionysus]

Im desensitized as well to them

 

[littlemanhikicel]

she literally just flashes her tits in front of me in the middle of the day and walks away."

That shit can't be real, only to a chad would happen that

 

[Vermilioncore]

Just consider them to be no different from a fictional story that you might read. Their experiences don't exist for you.

 

[Napoleon de Nascar]

What if she ugly and her bobs ugly