Animecel2D
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Seriously. I was born in australia and grew up in a coastal suburb in where the majority of people were white and the gold standard here is dirty blonde hair, tall, tanned and lean surfer types. A perfect place to raise someone like me, an ugly, short, mostly asian looking mutt. Needless to say I felt completely out of place, I was constantly ostracized by my peers, constantly bullied both physically and verbally even by some foids
I was often told to "go back where I came from". And I'd sometimes retort that I was born here. But of course that didn't matter at all. I didn't look australian, therefore I wasn't australian in their eyes. I would never be accepted. I tried turning to the few filipinos around to see if they'd be at least more welcoming, but nah they wanted nothing to do with me either, in fact they also bullied me a few times, pretended to be friends with me and stabbed me in the back for laughs
It already felt isolating in the beginning growing up in an area where no one really looked like me. But to be treated so callously? it has left me with severe mental scars and painful memories that I cannot seem to ever forget
I am just an outcast that no one wants
I was often told to "go back where I came from". And I'd sometimes retort that I was born here. But of course that didn't matter at all. I didn't look australian, therefore I wasn't australian in their eyes. I would never be accepted. I tried turning to the few filipinos around to see if they'd be at least more welcoming, but nah they wanted nothing to do with me either, in fact they also bullied me a few times, pretended to be friends with me and stabbed me in the back for laughs
It already felt isolating in the beginning growing up in an area where no one really looked like me. But to be treated so callously? it has left me with severe mental scars and painful memories that I cannot seem to ever forget
I am just an outcast that no one wants





