[RageFuel][VENTING][BLEACH][SLIT WRISTS]FUCK ME

[LeagueEuW]

Went out to a pub with my incel friend today. Everything went as it always does. We shared stories about the girls we've been with and the girls we're trying to fuck. Obviously, we're both lying, but the cope is so sweet that neither of us care. True friendship boys. Anyway, finished our last beer and fucked off to catch the train home. Didn't catch it, so we had to wait another hour for the next train. Whatever, decided to walk through the main street of the city in the hopes of witnessing some chad on chad on chad violence. 

As we were walking I indulged in my new obsession with looksrating everyone I pass by.  Saw a bunch of high T Arabs walking around in packs trying to pick up girls, pretty ugly guys, will probably resort to rape if no luck with game. Superficially, I felt pretty good about myself, as I was better looking than most of the guys around(not by much, and the competition wasn't great). I even had a few girls smile at me. But the meme wouldn't last. Out of nowhere, this aplha-giga-terra chad entered my field of vision, and immediately put me in my place. He must have been around 6'10", holy fuck. Though his face wasn't that great, 6 at best & norwooding, he made up for it all with his giga height and frame. I was in awe. At first glance it looked like he was walking hand in hand with his 10 year old daughter. But after closer inspection, I realize, to my horror, that the girl is not a little girl at all. That ring on her nose, I RECOGNIZE IT. IT'S MY FUCKING ONEITIS. THE BITCH I MADE COUNTLESS THREADS ON INCELS.ME ABOUT. THE CUNTWHORE WHO INVITED ME OVER FOR NETFLIX AND CHILL JUST TO WATCH ME SUFFER WITH BLUE BALLS OF DEATH. SHE'S LOOKING UP AT THIS GIGA CHAD WITH DREAMS IN HER EYES, FANTASIZING ABOUT THE COCK SHE'S SOON TO BE TASTING, WHILE I'M STANDING 5 METERS AWAY. 

DUDE FUCK ME I DIDN'T NEED THIS SHIT RIGHT NOW. WHY DO I HAVE TO CARE FOR MY MOTHER SO MUCH THAT I CAN'T OFF MYSELF. How can i keep living knowing that I will never have true affection. What a cruel fucking joke my life is. The only bright cope is that this bitch is a suicidal, borderline, anorexic, depression-ridden little shit that will off herself at the first sight of aging. FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK. 

I'm not giving up yet though. There is no reason for me to. I get amazing NEETBUX from the govt, so i'll keep lookmaxing throughout 2018, and if no result by 2019 I'll commit suicide.  I see a lot of people claiming they will commit suicide after 2018, so if you're serious, listen up. We should get together and perform some sort of mass suicide ritual(like Jonestown). Let's make it all symbolic and shit. We travel to Chad in Africa, fill black pill-capsules with lethal nembutal and swallow the blackpills. It will be filmed and released online. Eggs blackpill video should play in the background. That's bound to spread the blackpill.
Anyone want to become martyrcels?

 

[Crustaciouse]

RE: 31/12/2017 marks the date I swallowed the black pill

I hate it when my crushes get boyfriends and the guy MOGS me to oblivion, it reminds me that I never had a chance.

 

[blackpill_incel]

Went out to a pub with my incel friend today. Everything went as it always does. We shared stories about the girls we've been with and the girls we're trying to fuck. Obviously, we're both lying, but the cope is so sweet that neither of us care. True friendship boys. Anyway, finished our last beer and fucked off to catch the train home. Didn't catch it, so we had to wait another hour for the next train. Whatever, decided to walk through the main street of the city in the hopes of witnessing some chad on chad on chad violence. 

As we were walking I indulged in my new obsession with looksrating everyone I pass by.  Saw a bunch of high T Arabs walking around in packs trying to pick up girls, pretty ugly guys, will probably resort to rape if no luck with game. Superficially, I felt pretty good about myself, as I was better looking than most of the guys around(not by much, and the competition wasn't great). I even had a few girls smile at me. But the meme wouldn't last. Out of nowhere, this aplha-giga-terra chad entered my field of vision, and immediately put me in my place. He must have been around 6'10", holy fuck. Though his face wasn't that great, 6 at best & norwooding, he made up for it all with his giga height and frame. I was in awe. At first glance it looked like he was walking hand in hand with his 10 year old daughter. But after closer inspection, I realize, to my horror, that the girl is not a little girl at all. That ring on her nose, I RECOGNIZE IT. IT'S MY FUCKING ONEITIS. THE BITCH I MADE COUNTLESS THREADS ON INCELS.ME ABOUT. THE CUNTWHORE WHO INVITED ME OVER FOR NETFLIX AND CHILL JUST TO WATCH ME SUFFER WITH BLUE BALLS OF DEATH. SHE'S LOOKING UP AT THIS GIGA CHAD WITH DREAMS IN HER EYES, FANTASIZING ABOUT THE COCK SHE'S SOON TO BE TASTING, WHILE I'M STANDING 5 METERS AWAY. 

DUDE FUCK ME I DIDN'T NEED THIS SHIT RIGHT NOW. WHY DO I HAVE TO CARE FOR MY MOTHER SO MUCH THAT I CAN'T OFF MYSELF. How can i keep living knowing that I will never have true affection. What a cruel fucking joke my life is. The only bright cope is that this bitch is a suicidal, borderline, anorexic, depression-ridden little shit that will off herself at the first sight of aging. FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK. 

I'm not giving up yet though. There is no reason for me to. I get amazing NEETBUX from the govt, so i'll keep lookmaxing throughout 2018, and if no result by 2019 I'll commit suicide.  I see a lot of people claiming they will commit suicide after 2018, so if you're serious, listen up. We should get together and perform some sort of mass suicide ritual(like Jonestown). Let's make it all symbolic and shit. We travel to Chad in Africa, fill black pill-capsules with lethal nembutal and swallow the blackpills. It will be filmed and released online. Eggs blackpill video should play in the background. That's bound to spread the blackpill.
Anyone want to become martyrcels?

Holy fuck that's brutal. Also sounds like a good idea man. Spread the word

 

[Reddit_is_for_cucks]

lol at having crushes past high schools. idk how you guys do it.


I like a hot girl and then in 1 hour another hot girl passes by and i forget about the previous one. Same in college, there is always a hotter girl

 

[/pol/cel]

Went out to a pub with my incel friend today. Everything went as it always does. We shared stories about the girls we've been with and the girls we're trying to fuck. Obviously, we're both lying, but the cope is so sweet that neither of us care. True friendship boys. Anyway, finished our last beer and fucked off to catch the train home. Didn't catch it, so we had to wait another hour for the next train. Whatever, decided to walk through the main street of the city in the hopes of witnessing some chad on chad on chad violence. 

As we were walking I indulged in my new obsession with looksrating everyone I pass by.  Saw a bunch of high T Arabs walking around in packs trying to pick up girls, pretty ugly guys, will probably resort to rape if no luck with game. Superficially, I felt pretty good about myself, as I was better looking than most of the guys around(not by much, and the competition wasn't great). I even had a few girls smile at me. But the meme wouldn't last. Out of nowhere, this aplha-giga-terra chad entered my field of vision, and immediately put me in my place. He must have been around 6'10", holy fuck. Though his face wasn't that great, 6 at best & norwooding, he made up for it all with his giga height and frame. I was in awe. At first glance it looked like he was walking hand in hand with his 10 year old daughter. But after closer inspection, I realize, to my horror, that the girl is not a little girl at all. That ring on her nose, I RECOGNIZE IT. IT'S MY FUCKING ONEITIS. THE BITCH I MADE COUNTLESS THREADS ON INCELS.ME ABOUT. THE CUNTWHORE WHO INVITED ME OVER FOR NETFLIX AND CHILL JUST TO WATCH ME SUFFER WITH BLUE BALLS OF DEATH. SHE'S LOOKING UP AT THIS GIGA CHAD WITH DREAMS IN HER EYES, FANTASIZING ABOUT THE COCK SHE'S SOON TO BE TASTING, WHILE I'M STANDING 5 METERS AWAY. 

DUDE FUCK ME I DIDN'T NEED THIS SHIT RIGHT NOW. WHY DO I HAVE TO CARE FOR MY MOTHER SO MUCH THAT I CAN'T OFF MYSELF. How can i keep living knowing that I will never have true affection. What a cruel fucking joke my life is. The only bright cope is that this bitch is a suicidal, borderline, anorexic, depression-ridden little shit that will off herself at the first sight of aging. FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK. 

I'm not giving up yet though. There is no reason for me to. I get amazing NEETBUX from the govt, so i'll keep lookmaxing throughout 2018, and if no result by 2019 I'll commit suicide.  I see a lot of people claiming they will commit suicide after 2018, so if you're serious, listen up. We should get together and perform some sort of mass suicide ritual(like Jonestown). Let's make it all symbolic and shit. We travel to Chad in Africa, fill black pill-capsules with lethal nembutal and swallow the blackpills. It will be filmed and released online. Eggs blackpill video should play in the background. That's bound to spread the blackpill.
Anyone want to become martyrcels?

Lol dude, Jonestown was famous because a bunch of Normies died en masse and Jim Jones was a commie faggot too. If Incels pull a Jonestown people will either applaud and celebrate or they wont even care. We are better off emulating Aum Shinrykyo.

 

[Deleted member 2119]

Jim Jones was a commie faggot too. 

[video=youtube]https://youtu.be/YvjrhbLx0OI[/video]

 

[NekoStance]

This sounds like cuck-fiction

 

[Machiavelli]

No way you can compete with 6’10

 

[justforlulzandkeks]

Don't have oneitises my man.

lol at having crushes past high schools. idk how you guys do it.
I like a hot girl and then in 1 hour another hot girl passes by and i forget about the previous one. Same in college, there is always a hotter girl

This

 

[uglylifematters]

if there is truly no chance with your oneitis just give up. don't let her crush your soul

 

[LeagueEuW]

Don't have oneitises my man.
This

Yes. Never again.

 

[KValt]

>6'10
Holy fucking shit its hard to believe that we are part of the same species as these people. My largest condolences, stealing the love of your life + the absolute GIGAMOGGING would push me to sui on the spot.

 

[LeagueEuW]

if there is truly no chance with your oneitis just give up. don't let her crush your soul

Yea. I was kinda overreacting when I wrote the post. The memory was too fresh and raw. 
I'm pretty much over it now.

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lol at having crushes past high schools. idk how you guys do it.


I like a hot girl and then in 1 hour another hot girl passes by and i forget about the previous one. Same in college, there is always a hotter girl

Girls that take the initiative to talk to me and ask me out are rare as fuck. So I guess i consider those who do to be special. I start thinking about them all the time, and worry about how they see me.  Gay as fuck, I know. I really need to stop being so emotionally invested in girls, I could probably learn a thing or two from /r/trp. Those guys can plow through rejection after rejection, without any ego damage. Mirin' their resilience.

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>6'10
Holy fucking shit its hard to believe that we are part of the same species as these people. My largest condolences, stealing the  love of your life + the absolute GIGAMOGGING would push me to sui on the spot.

Thanks man. Yeah, it hit me pretty hard. 20 minutes later my friend asked me if something was wrong. I hadn't said a single word since the episode.

 

[lostcel]

jesus man, you were one of the guys on here who i thought had a chance. and now u come here with this bullshit. its over

 

[LeagueEuW]

jesus man, you were one of the guys on here who i thought had a chance. and now u come here with this bullshit. its over

RIP. haha, nah it's just a setback, was overreacting in the thread. I'll continue lookmaxing and NTmaxing. Just ordered L-thenine, phenibut, coffeine & ashwagandha online. 

What about you, have you given up on dating prospects?

 

[KValt]

RIP. haha, nah it's just a setback, was overreacting in the thread. I'll continue lookmaxing and NTmaxing. Just ordered L-thenine, phenibut, coffeine & ashwagandha online. 

What about you, have you given up on dating prospects?

I dont know if you should be taking that many drugs. Theres a point where it has adverse effects. Ideally you should be on 3 or less drugs and trying to socialize constantly, through thinsg like omegle if you have to.

 

[LeagueEuW]

I dont know if you should be taking that many drugs. Theres a point where it has adverse effects. Ideally you should be on 3 or less drugs and trying to socialize constantly, through thinsg like omegle if you have to.

I only consider Phenibut to be a drug out of the four I listed. And with responsible usage, even Pheni is pretty harmless. 

I do take your point that you shouldn't rely on drugs for socialization, and my end goal is to be clean. But for now It's nice to have some crutches when exploring new, scary territory.