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Everyday when i am returning home from work, i have to see lots of high school students on the streets and lots of them dating, kissing, hugging, cuddling.
I feel and huge envy and hate towards them, cause i am 30 and i can't experience these things in my life.
Today, a 14 years old cousin of mine had a birthay party and her female friends were all dressed like whrores . of course they are already kissing and maybe having sex with older boys.
There were some male friends of her in the party too and they already had a motorcycle. I am 30 and i dont even have a driver license and i am never able to save money to do that.
I hate these people.
My life is pure abandonment and lonely suffering.
I feel and huge envy and hate towards them, cause i am 30 and i can't experience these things in my life.
Today, a 14 years old cousin of mine had a birthay party and her female friends were all dressed like whrores . of course they are already kissing and maybe having sex with older boys.
There were some male friends of her in the party too and they already had a motorcycle. I am 30 and i dont even have a driver license and i am never able to save money to do that.
I hate these people.
My life is pure abandonment and lonely suffering.
