Venting Problems with my mum

[Gfx.ia]

Recently my mental state has been in a really bad state and my mum hasnt been making it any better. Ive been struggling with school and interactions and inceldom and being bullied and accused of stupid stuff and my mum has just only been making it worst. She doesn't even know any of these problems because I only see her during the evening and in the mornings. She'll then have the audacity to blame any problem I have on "it's your fucking phone" when I know it isn't but can't just tell her it's not.

Yesterday was really bad though. After I came home at 4pm I was extremely tired as I have recently been from school and my struggle of going to sleep early because I have so much stress on in school. I was very clearly tired my eyes were heavy and dark and I barley was speaking to anybody the entire day. I then went into my room took off my uniform and hopped into my bed with relief from everything. It was a Thursday meaning I had to go mosque that day to go read quran but in all honestly I've had no energy or effort in religion and just started giving up hope. Then my mum barges into my room saying why am I not ready for mosque. I said I was extremely tired and needed to rest which was said very politely. I was then met with scolding and shouting saying "you do nothing all day, I don't give a shit if your tired get your ass up and go. Your a fucking lazy shit and stay in your room all day and don't do anything productive." I didn't even bother trying to reply but I felt just very exhausted from her shouting because it was probably the 5th time that week she's had a go at me. Then my grandpa who lives with us decided to come add his own input saying pretty much the same thing saying I'm a "living disappointment".

My mum then said to me if I don't get my ass up she's taking my phone and I'll never see it again and based off the fact she smashed my last phone I do belive she would've just done the same. I'm just tired from interactions with people and being bullied and I then go home to be bullied again. I ended up after everybody went just crying like a pussy. I'm so tired of everything what do I do

 

[literallyretarded]

Recently my mental state has been in a really bad state and my mum hasnt been making it any better. Ive been struggling with school and interactions and inceldom and being bullied and accused of stupid stuff and my mum has just only been making it worst. She doesn't even know any of these problems because I only see her during the evening and in the mornings. She'll then have the audacity to blame any problem I have on "it's your fucking phone" when I know it isn't but can't just tell her it's not.

Yesterday was really bad though. After I came home at 4pm I was extremely tired as I have recently been from school and my struggle of going to sleep early because I have so much stress on in school. I was very clearly tired my eyes were heavy and dark and I barley was speaking to anybody the entire day. I then went into my room took off my uniform and hopped into my bed with relief from everything. It was a Thursday meaning I had to go mosque that day to go read quran but in all honestly I've had no energy or effort in religion and just started giving up hope. Then my mum barges into my room saying why am I not ready for mosque. I said I was extremely tired and needed to rest which was said very politely. I was then met with scolding and shouting saying "you do nothing all day, I don't give a shit if your tired get your ass up and go. Your a fucking lazy shit and stay in your room all day and don't do anything productive." I didn't even bother trying to reply but I felt just very exhausted from her shouting because it was probably the 5th time that week she's had a go at me. Then my grandpa who lives with us decided to come add his own input saying pretty much the same thing saying I'm a "living disappointment".

My mum then said to me if I don't get my ass up she's taking my phone and I'll never see it again and based off the fact she smashed my last phone I do belive she would've just done the same. I'm just tired from interactions with people and being bullied and I then go home to be bullied again. I ended up after everybody went just crying like a pussy. I'm so tired of everything what do I do

are you in a muslin country?

 

[Gfx.ia]

are you in a muslin country?

Im in the uk so it's fairly common for parents to send their kids to mosque to learn the quran

 

[literallyretarded]

Im in the uk so it's fairly common for parents to send their kids to mosque to learn the quran

damn uk welp uk is a pretty shit country

 

[Gfx.ia]

damn uk welp uk is a pretty shit country

Agreed would've of been better if I was born in the slums of Mumbai than where I live

 

[Pancakecel]

If you're a school kid you shouldn't be here

 

[Gfx.ia]

If you're a school kid you shouldn't be here

I finish school in less than 3 months and also I don't really know where else I would go ngl

 

[literallyretarded]

I finish school in less than 3 months and also I don't really know where else I would go ngl

how old are you exactly?

 

[H U N T E R]

If you're a school kid you shouldn't be here

Man, why do you hate young truecels? Young truecels are not going to ascend because of bad genetics, so why do you hate them? Incelism doesn’t choose age, to be honest.

 

[Pancakecel]

Man, why do you hate young truecels? Young truecels are not going to ascend because of bad genetics, so why do you hate them? Incelism doesn’t choose age, to be honest.

First of all, how do you know he is a truecel? That's thrown around a little too easily now. Second, I don't hate them, im just skeptical of people still in their teens and school coming here. It's early to just give up and rot in forums like this imo, unless you're very short and truly have a sub5 face, or a deformity of some kind.

 

[Gfx.ia]

First of all, how do you know he is a truecel? That's thrown around a little too easily now. Second, I don't hate them, im just skeptical of people still in their teens and school coming here. It's early to just give up and rot in forums like this imo, unless you're very short and truly have a sub5 face, or a deformity of some kind.

I'm a skinny scrawny sub 5 khhv curry. I'm ugly as shit and been getting bullied all my life. My teeth are fucked and face and just not appealing to look at at all. I don't have much friends only two I speak to out of school and have a shitty relations with my two parents who are divorced. I come onto this site because its a place where I can relate to other problems and say mine. I get where your coming from and I don't think what your saying is unreasonable

 

[Pancakecel]

I'm a skinny scrawny sub 5 khhv curry. I'm ugly as shit and been getting bullied all my life. My teeth are fucked and face and just not appealing to look at at all. I don't have much friends only two I speak to out of school and have a shitty relations with my two parents who are divorced. I come onto this site because its a place where I can relate to other problems and say mine. I get where your coming from and I don't think what your saying is unreasonable

Fair enough, dude.

 

[H U N T E R]

First of all, how do you know he is a truecel? That's thrown around a little too easily now. Second, I don't hate them, im just skeptical of people still in their teens and school coming here. It's early to just give up and rot in forums like this imo, unless you're very short and truly have a sub5 face, or a deformity of some kind.

I understand you, and I agree with the fact that some people shouldn’t give up so early, but I’ll tell you some of my own traits even though I’m still young here on the forum: 1.65m tall, genetic dark circles under my eyes (I ended up inheriting my mother’s genetics), a small chin, and crooked teeth. People at my school nickname me “zombie.” It doesn’t matter if I sleep better, these damn dark circles will never go away. There’s no point in me doing looksmaxing to get the so-called “square jaw” since my slightly recessed chin is genetic. I don’t have a severe deformity, but my face is already enough to create repulsion in any woman, which is why I’m here on this forum.

 

[Gfx.ia]

I understand you, and I agree with the fact that some people shouldn’t give up so early, but I’ll tell you some of my own traits even though I’m still young here on the forum: 1.65m tall, genetic dark circles under my eyes (I ended up inheriting my mother’s genetics), a small chin, and crooked teeth. People at my school nickname me “zombie.” It doesn’t matter if I sleep better, these damn dark circles will never go away. There’s no point in me doing looksmaxing to get the so-called “square jaw” since my slightly recessed chin is genetic. I don’t have a severe deformity, but my face is already enough to create repulsion in any woman, which is why I’m here on this forum.

I have a long mid face and because of my sleeping problem which I'm sure is undiagnosed imsonia since I've been like this since the age of 10 I have really bad eyes aswell. I have a gap in my front two teeth which are crooked so it fucks my self confidence to speak to anybody as I've been bullied because of it for god knows how long now. My eye area is fucked since I've got negative hooding so it looks like I've got a negative cantil tilt and my lips are short so it looks like my chin is massive. I also have really shit cww rotation which is unchangble without surgery and a curved nose. It truly is over

 

[Gfx.ia]

how old are you exactly?

17 next year

 

[AutismKing]

17 next year

Bro...

 

[Gfx.ia]

Bro...

I know I'm young compared to alot of the people on here but truth is I'm still an incel at the end of day just like everybody else on this forum

 

[AutismKing]

You gotta be 18 to use this site.

I'm a skinny scrawny sub 5 khhv curry. I'm ugly as shit and been getting bullied all my life. My teeth are fucked and face and just not appealing to look at at all. I don't have much friends only two I speak to out of school and have a shitty relations with my two parents who are divorced. I come onto this site because its a place where I can relate to other problems and say mine. I get where your coming from and I don't think what your saying is unreasonable

Brutal.
Go to a shrink (psychologist/psychiatrist), it may help you. You are very young, 16 years old, you should keep your head up for now

 

[H U N T E R]

I have a long mid face and because of my sleeping problem which I'm sure is undiagnosed imsonia since I've been like this since the age of 10 I have really bad eyes aswell. I have a gap in my front two teeth which are crooked so it fucks my self confidence to speak to anybody as I've been bullied because of it for god knows how long now. My eye area is fucked since I've got negative hooding so it looks like I've got a negative cantil tilt and my lips are short so it looks like my chin is massive. I also have really shit cww rotation which is unchangble without surgery and a curved nose. It truly is over

Brutal, man. I really wanted to be normal in this life, I wanted to at least be a 5/10, but I’m not. And to make everything worse, my problems are genetic, so I would need surgery just to look like a normal human being. But I’m poor, and saving money for that will take a very long time... Why is God so cruel to us?

 

[Gfx.ia]

You gotta be 18 to use this site.

Brutal.
Go to a shrink (psychologist/psychiatrist), it may help you. You are very young, 16 years old, you should keep your head up for now

I read the toc it said 15 on there but my mum doesn't know any of the problems I have and already sees me as a burden. Going to a psychologist might help but at the cost of my mothers views of me

This Service is only available to users who are at least 15 years old. If you are younger than this, please do not register for this Service. If you register for this Service, you represent that you are this age or older.

 

[Gfx.ia]

Brutal, man. I really wanted to be normal in this life, I wanted to at least be a 5/10, but I’m not. And to make everything worse, my problems are genetic, so I would need surgery just to look like a normal human being. But I’m poor, and saving money for that will take a very long time... Why is God so cruel to us?

I'm stuck as a subhuman forever man gods mercy will never rain on us brocel

 

[H U N T E R]

I have a long mid face and because of my sleeping problem which I'm sure is undiagnosed imsonia since I've been like this since the age of 10 I have really bad eyes aswell. I have a gap in my front two teeth which are crooked so it fucks my self confidence to speak to anybody as I've been bullied because of it for god knows how long now. My eye area is fucked since I've got negative hooding so it looks like I've got a negative cantil tilt and my lips are short so it looks like my chin is massive. I also have really shit cww rotation which is unchangble without surgery and a curved nose. It truly is over

I don’t know how much that cosmetic procedure costs in your country, but try to save up a lot of money to get the diastema fixed and correct those separated front teeth, and also use braces.

 

[Gfx.ia]

I don’t know how much that cosmetic procedure costs in your country, but try to save up a lot of money to get the diastema fixed and correct those separated front teeth, and also use braces.

I'm supposed to be getting braces in 6months time but I've realised it'll only help my teeth and not my face but if I surgerymax it'll probably set me back about 20k

 

[H U N T E R]

I'm supposed to be getting braces in 6months time but I've realised it'll only help my teeth and not my face but if I surgerymax it'll probably set me back about 20k

Being poor is hell, THIS MAKES ME SO ANGRYYYYYYYYYY.

 

[Gfx.ia]

Being poor is hell, THIS MAKES ME SO ANGRYYYYYYYYYY.

I have only 400 pounds to my name rn bro it's time I get a job boyo

 

[H U N T E R]

I'm supposed to be getting braces in 6months time but I've realised it'll only help my teeth and not my face but if I surgerymax it'll probably set me back about 20k

Try to save as much money as possible (I know this advice sounds cliché), but at least try, because I’M trying even though it’s very difficult. But it’s better to try than to do absolutely nothing, so try!

 

[H U N T E R]

I have only 400 pounds to my name rn bro it's time I get a job boyo

I don’t have money. I started working this month. The job sucks, but I don’t have any other option.