SuicideFuel Pretty sure I'm legitimately going to kill myself very soon.

[suicidecase]

I can't do this anymore. Every second of every day is pain, misery and regret. I try to delude myself that I can salvage something from my life, but I know I can't. Next NEETbux day (10 days from now) I'm going to buy what I need and start making some attempts. I can't get a gun here. So I'm going to get a tent and some charcoal. It's supposedly an easy and peaceful method. You can survive it, but usually without any serious ill effects. I'll have to go out into the woods to do it, though, as I still live with my parents (kek).

I really need to move out, so I can do it properly at home. But that would take so fucking long and so much fucking effort I'm incapable of mustering. I can't even muster the energy to get out of bed and brush my teeth.

 

[wereq]

I am living through your fate as well.

 

[Icarus]

How old are you Saar?

I'd try to wait until My 30s before trying tbh. That way you can discover new copes and slopmaxx to oblivion

 

[Steiner_Atlas]

Good luck and make sure to research whatever method you're doing.

Anything involving oxygen deprivation can leave you with severe brain damage if you survive.

 

[Misogynist Vegeta]

But have you considered that Android Companions will be a thing in 5 years?

 

[suicidecase]

How old are you Saar?

I'd try to wait until My 30s before trying tbh. That way you can discover new copes and slopmaxx to oblivion

Almost 40. I'd give anything to be younger and have another chance. But it is what it is.

 

[suicidecase]

Good luck and make sure to research whatever method you're doing.

Anything involving oxygen deprivation can leave you with severe brain damage if you survive.

I've read accounts from people who survived it and they were fine. I'll do it somewhere sequestered where nobody will find me for days (or at least hours), so hopefully I will either die or survive well enough to try again.

 

[suicidecase]

But have you considered that Android Companions will be a thing in 5 years?

I don't see that as a solution. I don't see how it will be any better than porn.

 

[EcstasyCel]

I think I'll end my life too unless something insane happens like my oneitis apologizing for her retarded behavior. I'm waiting it out for now.

 

[suicidecase]

I think I'll end my life too unless something insane happens like my oneitis apologizing for her retarded behavior. I'm waiting it out for now.

If you're young, I suggest trying to improve and lifemaxx in every way you can. Because once you get old it's all impossible.

 

[EcstasyCel]

If you're young, I suggest trying to improve and lifemaxx in every way you can. Because once you get old it's all impossible.

I'm 25…

 

[suicidecase]

I'm 25…

That's young. I'd kill my own Mother to be 25 again.

 

[Teru Mikami]

I am living through your fate as well.

All of us are

 

[Spooky_Heejin]

It's not worth it, no one knows what's on the other side after we die. Better to cope for as long as possible instead of possibly rotting in hell for all of eternity. "Better the devil you know than the devil you don't."

 

[Pancakecel]

That's young. I'd kill my own Mother to be 25 again.

Why? Unless you were better looking in your twenties, then what does it matter

 

[poorenglishcel]

Almost 40. I'd give anything to be younger and have another chance. But it is what it is.

Fucking brutal. No pill is worse than the agepill. Knowing that the train has left the station is worse than knowing it will leave. I am a youngcel but just thinking about being old is too much.

 

[Freixel]

I'm sorry to see you suffer bro, if you need to talk to someone and vent send me a message, don't make a mistake.

 

[drowningindenial]

I am living through your fate as well.

 

[decapitation]

I am living through your fate as well.

 

[sullen]

I'm soon becoming 30 and I'm already feeling old

 

[RealSchizo]

Almost 40. I'd give anything to be younger and have another chance. But it is what it is.

brutal. At least you're a NEETbuxxer many of us don't have that in our subhuman shithole countries.

 

[RealSchizo]

Why? Unless you were better looking in your twenties, then what does it matter

some oldcels on this site weren't that ugly but were mentalcels and now regret that they never tried to approach or do anything to improve their current life situation.

 

[unhingedsamsung]

good luck

 

[suicidecase]

I'm sorry to see you suffer bro, if you need to talk to someone and vent send me a message, don't make a mistake.

Thanks. Sadly, it's not even a choice. I've lived my self into a corner and this is the only way out. I probably won't do it anytime soon, because I'm a coward and lazy. But I'm definitely putting things in motion.

 

[suicidecase]

good luck

Thanks.

 

[suicidecase]

some oldcels on this site weren't that ugly but were mentalcels and now regret that they never tried to approach or do anything to improve their current life situation.

Yes, this is me to an extreme. I have a voice disorder (which means I mumble incomprehensibly whenever I try to speak). This led me to isolate and give up entirely on socialising. And I didn't even try to fix it. Now it's 20 years later and it's too late. I know I could have been successful as well (although I can't go into this as you get banned for alluding to any such thing on here nowadays), which makes my regret and guilt even worse.

Plus, it was so much better for us oldcels, we didn't have to deal with the extreme hypergamy of today and social media. In some ways, it's worse knowing you could have had some success, because it makes you responsible and adds guilt and shame on top of all the usual incel misery.