Postal has been a big cope for me

[CocaineCel]

I feel personally identified with the original Postal dude. I get his struggles, I feel his pain. I know that feeling of being watched or conspired against by people, the feeling that people are against you because of some unexplainable reason, and as good as you try to be, your mind doesn't shut up about the things that torture you mentally, you try to help yourself to no avail. Insanity is real. It's a tragic fate. But if you let go of any worry (which for me is currently impossible) it can be cathartic to just let go of anything holding you back from taking out your anger. I'm still trying to keep my shit together, I want to become normal again.

 

[ToBurble&Pine]

Hotline Miami mogs

 

[CocaineCel]

Hotline Miami mogs

Hotline miami is good too. I like Richter a lot, and Tony.

 

[ToBurble&Pine]

I like Richter a lot

Same
He was a real truecel tbh

 

[CocaineCel]

Same
He was a real truecel tbh

Yeah Richter is one of the characters in fiction I most identify with. He speaks to me on a personal level. Also the Payday gang members, especially the 5 main guys (Dallas, Hoxton, Houston, Chains and Wolf) are honestly some of my favorite comfort characters that genuinely inspire me to live. I feel them because they also are lonely in their own way (since they have deep distrust against people and whenever they get flirted on by women they reject it out of fear of compromising their mission) they are also extremely aura-maxxed. Houston is a very quiet coded guy who doesn't seem to have any relationship outside of the gang, and he's doing all those things to sort years of debt. Payday is genuinely so aesthetically beautiful. Payday is similiar to Heat but less serious in some instances.