It's hard for me to watch YouTube videos nowadays, I just can't do it. I try watching anime, I just can't do it. I have to be doing something at all times or I'm going to get bored. I usually play video games while listening to or watching videos. Even In public, I have to be doing something, I either sway back and forth or stare off into space or I look at people and sometimes I don't even notice when I do it which makes it awkward when someone knows I am staring at them. I also have to touch things like the end of my shirt that has those patterns at the end and feels good when you run your fingers through them. I also have to spin around in my chair in order to properly enjoy music. I feel like it gets worse as time goes on.
